I was walking while thinking bout my life. It's always been hard for me to find people I could trust and love and take care of. I feel like when u finally find the person you connect to, everything's gonna turn upside down. For me it was a guy with ocean eyes. His smile was my savior through the darkest days. I knew that I just wanted to love him for the rest of my life. The world will change but my love won't. I wasn't even planning to fall in love but it just happened. I've always read romantic novels where you know there's a beautiful princess and she falls in love with the bad guy of the situation and her god mother just wants to obstacle their endless love but she just can't cause, for some reasons, love is always described as an unbreakable feeling. I'm not really into that definition though. Love is an amount of emotions you feel with a certain person and it can tear to pieces whenever. I just wanted to wake up in the morning knowing that I will be waking up with him the next morning. Knowing that he wanted to hug me and kiss me and look me in the eyes and I don't give a fuck bout those motherfucking idiots who still complain about my love and they just spill out some shit cause I'm gonna love Alberto forever. And if any of you is sayin anything different then fuck you. I ain't gon' lie with you. I fucking love him. I don't even care bout the age difference. Why the fuck should we count six years when there's a big ass love who doesn't give a shit bout numbers. I don't even know why math still exists. He doesn't know I love him now, but he will cause I can't let him go. He saved me without even knowing it. He's the person I would die for. And I'm not telling you this stuff just cause it's so cute and sweet but cause I feel butterflies in my fucking stomach. Everytime I see pictures of him. He makes me a better person, he makes me cry, laugh, sing and smile. He made me realize I could fall in love. He's my male version. I was totally embarassed around him when I saw him in person. And his voice? Damn. I could listen to him talking or singing, since he's an opera singer, the whole entire year. I could listen to my heartbeat for him anytime. And his body is...ehm..god damn. He's the hottest ever. I'm mad crushing over him. I like him cause he's not too much..he's not too skinny but not too addicted with the gym. He just eats and when he has time he goes running or I don't even know. But he's perfect no matter what. I'm so in love. Fuck.
