Brothers Protection

Chapter 15 : Despise

Ok yall-I ain't dead yet.

I haven't updated for ages so let me give yall some drama in this chapter in return in case you guys have a boring life like me.
Please read the author note okie cause it's important,let me say it again-iMpOrtAnT!

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NOAH AINSLEY

He kissed me-oh wait I kissed him. Great,now he's just going to think I'm a desperate bit-girl. As much as I love it-and I'd be lying if I say I don't want more but what can you do when you're pretty sure that he doesn't actually have interest towards you.

It's just a spur in the moment thing.

I mean look at me. People go outside wearing fashionable clothing,branded items and they literally have perfect bodies while me? I go out wearing the most boring pair of clothing ever existed-I mean who goes out wearing their pyjamas?

Yes-me.

And don't let me start with my body. I feel so-disgusting. Especially when I have boys around me. How can they even-look at me? Like I always knew I'm not skinny but why do I feel so vulnerable?

Why am I even thinking about this?

Well that's because there's a boy that you like kissing you right now and all you can think of is how scared you are about what he thinks about you.

Thanks,brain. Just what I needed.

You're welco-

Shut up.

I pull away from him without realising a tear from my eyes had escaped. God why am I so dramatic?

"Hey what's wrong?" I can't look at him. He's just going to think how ugly I look. Wait,when do you a even care about my looks?

"This-I-I can't do this." I say backing away from him. His eyebrows furrowed, "why can't you?"

"It's just wrong. My brother-especially,well Bennett will literally kill me." I said feeling hurt by saying Bennett's name.

"We can make this work,Noah-we-." I cut him off. "Can we please talk about this after I confront Bennett." And with that I smile at him ,exit the cafe and called an Uber back home.

As I reach the familiar door,I took my house keys and open the door. Joan is sitting on the couch,playing games.Toby and Peter are eating pizza while playing their phone. Sam was on the computer doing his stuff and then there's Bennett.

Laughing while watching Dr freaking Phil.

who the fuck laugh at Dr.Phil?

Ok maybe most of us but still.

Me slamming the door caught everyone's attention-even Evan who was wearing headphones listening to god knows what.

"Hey,Little sis-did something happened?" Toby walk towards me concerned and confused. "You do know slamming the door is so unnecessary." I heard Evan mumbled but I couldn't care less about it.

"Yeah you look furious."

"Livid,Joan. I'm livid."

"Hell yeah she is." Peter mutters under his breath.

"What happened,baby girl?" Bennett ask not even looking at me. His eyes is stuck to fucking DR PHILL.

"Oh you tell me what happened." I spat walking towards him. He look at me confused,
"What are you talking about." I smile-not happily of course.

"You tell me,Bennett. Or just tell Anastasia. I don't know-your choice." His face turn into an emotion that I couldn't understand.

"Noah,I can explain." I sat on the couch glaring deep into his soul. "Then explain." Nothing came out from his mouth-I chuckled. "Thought so."

"I'm not choosing favourites but I always thought I could count on you the most. I really do." I bit my lips hard trying not to have a breakdown.

"Just-Get away from me." I mumble walking upstairs until a hand stop me. "Do you really mean that?" Ben ask. I rolled my eyes hitting the wall hard. "Used too,Ben. Used too." I push his hand away a ran to my room crying like a baby.

Urgh that's why they call me baby.

I shouldn't care actually-I mean he can ask anyone to the dance but something about Anastasia just-hurts.

I hate her. That's something  I'm sure of.

There's a knock on my door. I groaned knowing that whoever is outside has a key to my door.

it kind of took me by surprise that it's Evan.

"What do you want." I ask covering my face with a pillow. "Just want to talk to you." He said sitting beside me. I would've probably be scared to death cause we do have bad history with each other but for some reason-Seeing him make me feel a bit relieved.

"About?" I ask. "I know you're dumb,Noah but I didn't thought you were that dumb." He said rolling his eyes at me. I lay beside him and tell him what Anastasia told me this morning.

"Damn that's pretty fucked up." He cursed turning his face to face me. "Tell me about it."  I sigh. "Well one thing that I know about the Ainsley's is that they will never do things that could hurt each other so I think-I really do think he has his reasons."

"And it better be a good one." I chuckled not realising both of us fell into deep sleep.

Knowing that if my brothers sees this-a big fight will occur.

And I was right.
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OKAY YOU GUYS I THINK I DISAPPEARED FOR LIKE 5 months OR MORE BUTTTTT DONT WORRY I WILL BE ACTIVE AGAIN THIS WEEK.

Not next week cause I have freaking exams. THE WEEK AFTER NEXT WEEK IS THE DAY MY BROTHER GOING TO FINALLY MOVE TO HIS FREAKING APARTMENT NEAR HIS UNIVERSITY.

Damn I feel like we were just kids yesterday.

Now he's 18 -idk how to feel about that.

Please don't hate me for cliffhangers cause that's what I do best.

Hahaha-ha.

I GUESS ILL SEE YOU LATER AND UH-BE READY FOR NEXT CHAPTER!

Btw I just want to say that currently my science teacher literally hates my class like last Thursday she freakin pack all her stuff and slam the door without saying anything.

I was shooketh but well-it's school.

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