Angels Who Know Pain ( BTS FF )

CHAPTER 1

Alone with our madness and favorite flower
We see that there really is nothing left to write about.
Or rather, it is necessary to write about the same old things
In the same way, repeating the same things over and over
For love to continue and be gradually different

                                                                                                                                -John Ashbery

"Y/N....Are you sure you are okay?"-Your friend's voice drew you out of your thought. You turned your head away from the window full of raindrops, and towards your friend.

"Hm...What?"
"I said are you okay? You look pale..."-You give him a reassuring smile and a short nod.
"Yes Chen, I am alright. Don't worry."-He got to know you so well through the year, so he knew you were lying. Therefore he gave you a sympathetic look and a little nod. He knew you had to do this.
It's been 2 years since you left Seoul, and went to your birth country. You really missed a lot of things from here, like how the lights reflected from the water, the beautiful smell of cherry trees in the morning, how you could get lost between the crowds at the festivals.
But most of all you missed the most amazing seven boys, that hurt you the most.
It was summer, but somehow on this day, it was pouring rain. The streets were almost empty as you turned your head back to the window of the car. There were some people here and walking with umbrellas, but one of them caught your eye.
It was a red umbrella with little white dots on it. Just like the one you gave to your lover only a few weeks before you left Seoul. Somehow you couldn't take your eye off it, even after you passed the person you still turned your head in hopes of seeing who the owner was, but with no luck.
After what seemed like an eternity, you finally arrived at your hotel.
"Y/N are you sure you don't want to stay with us at our dorm. It would be comfier, and the guys can't wait to see you again!"-Chen said all excited, looking at you with his puppy eyes, hoping you would say yes to his offer.
"Thank you Chen, you are the most amazing friend I ever had. It's enough that you picked me up from the airport. I really would like to be alone for the night, to gather my thoughts, tomorrow will be a tough day. For all of us."
"Okay, well....see you tomorrow on set Y/N"-He said as he gave you the biggest hug, to let you know that everything is going to be fun.-"Oh but you have to promise you will spend a day with us at the dorm! Okay?!"-You looked at Chen who was giving you his pinky so you could promise. He always knew you couldn't break the pinky promise. For the love of God, that's why you were here in the first place.
You put out your pinky, giving him a boxy smile and nodding your head."I promise"-you said as you got out of the car, where a person was waiting for you to take your bags to the room.
Even though it was raining you stayed a little bit to watch as Chen's car vanished from your view.
"Breathe Y/N, breathe. Everything is going to be fine. They won't see you."-Y/N said as she inhaled and exhaled a big breath. Then she turned around to the person still waiting for her and gave him a polite smile and a bow.
"Follow me miss."
You were following behind the polite man towards the elevator when you accidentally bumped into someone. His bag fell down and so did your phone from your hand.
"I am so sorry miss , I didn't see where I was going"-a familiar voice said. You pull your head up, just a little bit so you can see who it was, but something told you not to pull your head up all the way. You picked up your phone and as you were about to say something, the man spoke again.
"My name is Namjoon by the way, and you?"-As the name was said your whole world stopped. You were unable to move, speak or even hold your phone properly. Everything around you came crashing down.
"Hello?Miss?"-Namjoon said as he reached for your hand.
"Oh sorry.Bye!"-Y/N gathered the courage to say and then she ran towards the elevator.



                                                                                      Namjoon POV

"Wait! You didn't tell me your name!"-As the elevator door was closing she started to lift her head up, but she turned around as soon as I said: "See you around, I am staying here!".And then, the door closed...