*Yoongi POV*
This place - this world - makes me exhausted.. but it has nothing to do with sleep and has everything to do with myself and my emotions
Problem after problem.
That's all I am.
Life isn't worth living when all it brings is pain.
My sadness, my self hatred and my longing to die has become an addiction.
When I'm not sad, I start to panic. Eventually, the panic leads me to my paradise: depression.
To think about it, depression is a lot like drugs.
Drugs can kill you, but they will never break your heart.
Drugs don't fuck you up; they let you see the world from a new perspective.
They let you see all the things wrong with you.
Depression is exactly like that.
Depression is addictive.
So is self harming.
I cut because I'm angry, worthless, frustrated, sad and desperate.
But then sometimes, I start cutting myself without a reason.
I just want to see the blood and the scars.
Why, you might ask. It's because I feel numb.
Empty.
Depression is like having a hole in your heart, but numbness?
It's like you don't even have a heart anymore.
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Lost in Darkness | jjk + kth + myg✓
FanfictionEvery thought is a battle. Every breath is a war. And it doesn't look like Taehyung and Yoongi are winning. "I ᴜsᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ᴜᴘ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ sᴋʏ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡɪsʜ ғᴏʀ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ʟɪғᴇ" ⚠️ WARNING: Contains: depressing, anorexic and suicidal thoughts
