Underestimated Serial Killer

°Underestimated°°

Imani...

What you gone do?

Do for love?

You got everything but you don't give up?

I bobbed my head to 2pac to chill my nerves.

Anger,guilt,and frustration overwhelmed me.

I'm the reason why my ex ,Xve is on his death bed.

It wasn't totally my fault...

But now he really hates me with a passion.

Why?

He thought I cheated on him with a boy from his rival gang.

I didn't cheat... I was raped.

I could never forget it.

I was exposed...

Lied on...

Now I'm labeled as a hoe or a homie hopper.

But that's not the reason why Xve is on his death bed...

3 days ago

I was at Xve's brother's house party, celebrating his birthday. It was at this nice three story house that was recently built. I watched people party hard left to right. I just sat on the balcony outside in the master's bedroom.

I'm the kinda lame.person in high school. Ya know, the one that is always bullied and nobody cares about them.

Well that's me...

I want love but Xve is the only one who gave it to me. Now we don't speak...

I saw Xve come in with his new girlfriend. I honestly felt my feelings get hurt but I showed no emotion.

I walked downstairs to find Xve. I spotted him by the dining room, next to his girl.

I went over and tapped him. He looked up,I saw his smile fade.

"Hold on yall." He said walking me upstairs."What do you want with me?!"

"Xve,I'm sorry I just miss you and everything we had!!"

"Move the fuck on Imani. Were done you were just a booty call!"

Ouch

"But you were my first boyfriend and my first time.-"

"That doesn't mean shit anymore. Yea okay I was your first time and?"

I stood in disbelief as he walked over to the balcony. I followed .

"Why do you hate me? You believed the wrong things instead of coming to me first Xve!!" I teared up.

"Just drop it!! I have responsibilities to take care of now and a new girlfriend to love."

There was a long silence... I regret coming to this party.

"Well can I have just one last hug?"

He rolled his eyes and gave me a hug,but I stole a kiss...

He pushed me hard in anger which made me almost tip over the balcony. I grabbed his shirt which made him flip over it.

He hung onto my arm as I screamed for help.

But nobody heard me.

Our hands began to get sweaty. He shook his head and let go.

Without even saying goodbye...

I felt like complete shit and not knowing what to do next.

He collapsed on the ground. I saw people running out the house to see.

They all looked up and saw me staring in fear.

"What did you do?!" I heard his girlfriend Ciera cry from behind me.

"He let go of my hand-"

I was interrupted by a punch. I began to fight back but I was losing because I was lost in my mind. I felt her lift from me when Xve brother Jaylen, moved her.

The worst night of my life.

I was bombarded with negativity.

So much of it that I wanted to commit suicide.

I caught a bus home and didn't do nothing for the rest of the night.

I hate my life...