when we cry | Hitoshi Shinso x Reader

Reader's Background story

For the past few years of my shitty life, I've been hurt but here i am still standing....
I grew up and was raised in a factory full of kids this was a secret factory or mostly like a laboratory. Rumor has it that it started off as a couple deciding to have kids but were treated wrong, people were trying to separate them. And if they had the kid that they always dreamed of the people that hated them would've killed it. Then they had the child. Their first child, a boy. but when he turned 2 they almost lost it as someone tried to shoot it and there wasn't anyone to help, not even heroes. The couple became furious and became criminals/villains and created the lab. They started off by taking homeless children then slowly took unwanted children, like my friend but i refer her as my sister. I came here because they had a contest. The couple wanted a good child. And the winner would be rich as hell. So many people came and they rejected mostly all of them My mother had already gave birth to me and so she took me in. And boi did the couple liked me.

Obviously my parents won. They won billions of money. My parents abandoned me for money. The couple spoiled me a lot not only with gifts but with many quirks. They knew about quirks but they wanted every hero gone so they could take over the world. Us children were their only hope. If we failed them we would expect death. We never knew our true quirks some did. I didn't. Also no one knew about this lab or factory it was only kept in the city were it was located. No one wanted to be caught especially the couple.
They would scare the shit out of us with the world they talked about when we misbehave. I mean we still had a garden only over viewing the sky only.

Our caretakers would tell us everyday that the people who lived outside our city were mean and dangerous and if they found out about this lab we would tell them that we were normal or quirkless and that we should never talk about and keep as a secret when encountering the real world. As young children it was serious. Through out my life living there my eyes would hurt due to the white porcelain walls. Worse with all the new quirks injected and tested. At the end of the day my body would hurt. Everyday all the other kids would refer me as their queen. Since i was the couple's precious diamond.

As i turned 4 my caretaker told me i had a sibling i didn't understand but she told me i was gonna have a baby brother. We took a long walk in a white wallpaper hallway again too bright for my eyes until we reached bunch of gray doors with rectangle windows on the sides as i passed one hearing a conversation i couldn't hear well though. We finally reached the room were the baby was laying in the crib.
"There he goes, go on subject 44 go see your brother, subject 88," she said.
(Yeah they call it by subject numbers)
I went to see him he was so tiny. I put my finger there as he reached it grabbing it. I smiled.
"Brother.." i said.
Eventually we left as his caretaker came to feed him. Back at the hallway ugh my (e/c) eyes couldn't take it. I never saw him until i turned 5.

As i turned 10 i was getting a huge surprise. That is spending with not other than the couple's only child. Fuck. My. Life. That same day i got a new power and was later taken out of that boring building going outside. Fresh air hit me. Heading towards the beautifully designed mansion, for the first time i saw green grass and ladybugs and many more of nature's habits. We went inside the mansion straight to a room were my caretaker said to pick an outfit that i liked. And said i could keep the rest as a gift. I picked out a (you can change it) black shirt and ripped jeans along with some socks and shoes and a blue jacket. I was ready then my caretaker took me into a different room. Crimson walls and pots of roses on each corner. Then a big table in the center. I sat in the chair given and it smelled pretty good in there.
"Be prepared for what's coming," she said. I waved bye to my caretaker as she closed the door.

Eventually he came wearing a tux we both matched (change it if you want) blue and black. He handed me a rose as he smiled and said,"here's a rose my queen." i blushed. "Thankyou....um what's your na-"
"Kai is my name," he responded.
"Thankyou!"
"Hey are you sick? not being rude or anything"
"No"
Then unexpectedly he leaned in and kissed me. Oh no.. "Did you like that my queen?" i didn't say anything but blushed. He chuckled. "Happy birthday my queen!!" as i felt his golden eyes looking at me. Then i felt his hands going behind me and going inside my back. Was this boi gonna do some. Like WhO ArE yOu. "You're mine, only mine." i tried to pull away only for him to swoop me in his arms again and having our lips touch each other again. Tight that i couldn't breathe. As he kissed me in the neck. FUCK!! i kinda let out a gasp but boi was i getting to scared. My heart was beating faster than usual. I finally pulled away and yeeted myself out of his arms only seeing his black hair. Shrinking. I got to the door and tried to open it....It's locked. Then i felt warm hands wrapping around me. "Don't leave me baby, Im your future husband. You can't just run away like that." he turned me around and slapped the fuck out my face. I let a tear out. He noticed and hugged me tightly saying he was sorry. Boi bye. Then held me up slamming me to the door making a loud thud sound. And kissed me as his hands tried to wonder somewhere where i myself felt it.... UNCOMFORTABLE!! I just.. "Damn your so....but we can't do it...yet..but i can see you through that jeans of yours." he said. Damn why did i pick this outfit. Until we heard the door open.