when we cry | Hitoshi Shinso x Reader

Cries Among the Barrier

Hey how are ya?

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You've been staying with Hawks for the past few weeks. He didn't mind your company since he was busy doing hero work besides that you were really heartbroken since your husband decided to cheat on you. Hawks really cared for you and actually made you smile more than you usually do. To the point you thought he liked you. He would call you names like cutie or darling but you would comment saying you were married. Cheated or not you were still Hitoshi's wife.

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"Hey there (y/n). I brought dinner. Hehe." Hawks said closing the front door.

"Oh..thanks." You said smiling.

He sat the food on the table and grabbed some bowls.
You approached the table and smelled something familiar.

Plantains

You smiled to the aroma.

"Hey whatcha smiling about there cutie..?"

"You brought plantains..thankyou but stop calling me that would ya?"

"Why? You do have beauty..That husband of yours just doesn't see it like i do."

You rolled your eyes and grabbed some of the food. Not forgetting those plantains.

After you ate you decided to get the girls for bed. Kohana was the easiest to start with. Just to give her milk and Boom she's asleep. But as for Eri...She'll jump around and tried to avoid sleep time. She'll llaugh-scream. So you played with her until she got tired or read her bedtime stories.

After dealing with them you turned off the light and closed the door. You turned around only for Hawks being right up on your face. Since the hallway was dark of course you screamed of fear.

"Oh geez..Hawks you scared me!"

He laughed and leaned towards you putting his head on top of your shoulder. You blushed.

"U-um Hawks?"

"If only we had met first. Right now you would've been happy and possibly had my child. We would've named him after me...Keigo."

You looked at him as he lifted his head making eye contact with you. He was a pretty boy. Made you look away and blush deep red.

"(y/n)....I-I..I loved you since the day we met."

He stood up and smashed his lips against yours.

You stopped him and pushed his face away.

"I may be cheated on but I'm still married to him."

"I-"

"Hawks. You are a very nice person but we can't be together. You'll find someone soon.."

You then left him and went straight to your room.
As you opened it you heard a loud noise. You opened your eyes to see the window shattered.

Someone had shot through the window

"(y/n)!" Hawks yelled getting you away from the door. "Are you okay?"

"Yeah...I am."

He went inside to check what happened. You on the other hand was grabbed by someone.
You screamed making Hawks come back to you.

"Don't come close!!" a voice said.

You recognized that voice.

Shinso

"Let her go you asshole!" Hawks yelled.

"No! If you come close I'll hurt her!"

You flinched

"(y/n) lets go home yes? I'm sorry for what I've done just come back to me please."

You kicked him in the balls.

"Why would I? You're just gonna get worse."

"She doesn't need you. Just leave now!" Hawks yelled.

"Oh shut it bird man!" Shinso said.

You kicked Shinso in the face which knocked him out. And you and Hawks took him back home.

You then decided to head over to Mayumi's house. You told yourself to stay there away from from Shinso's harm.

Hawks was upset but he knew he messed up too.

Eversince that day Shinso has been crying non-stop blaming everything at Sero and Monona.
He just wasn't the normal tired boy he was now at a bad level of depression that he started doing drugs and drank a lot of alcohol. His cursing was worse than Katsuki's and skipped school a lot. He felt like dying. He lost the person that understood him.

His precious (y/n)

Gone because of him

He tried to find you but it was impossible.
You told everyone you hung out with to prevent Shinso knowing where you were. Your hide out was a secret. Only you knew where you were.

He felt a wall between the two of you. The gap was getting bigger and bigger as the weeks came by. He really missed you. But his cries meant nothing to you. You were hurt. That you also stopped eating and barely left the house.

Those were the

cries among the barrier

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Next chapter tommorow.
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