when we cry | Hitoshi Shinso x Reader

Left me behind

Big catch huh? Well this person does look like a huge villain. He looked at me. I looked at him back. Then him and Shigaraki went to have a talk.
As the rest of us prepared ourselves to go on a mission.
Dabi came back just to see if i was charged up. Either way he charged me up again. Since i lost a percent. Did it bother him that much? He left. Only for the big guy came. Though he kinda reminded me of Tokoyami. His fake beak was cool. Except Tokoyami's was a real beak.
"A precious diamond huh?" he proceded to talk. "You look familiar. Have we met?"
"I don't think we have." i said.
"Silly you. We have. Don't you remember....Subject 44."
How does he know.
"How did-"
"You little bitch. You left me. All the other kids died. Except for you and your siblings. How dare you not remember I existed." he said giving me a slap in the face.
"You'll soon be mine. Actually you are. Oh my bad."
"You can't be...K-Kai.."
"I've changed so much since you left me behind. Had to deal with bullshit."
"You're still clean as I remember. But soon I'll devour you."
He took his mask thing off. And proceeded to kiss me. I haven't felt those soft lips in about 4 years. He chuckled.
"Oh my queen. I always thought about you. I didn't take my mind off of you. At all." he said putting his beak back on. He coughed a bit. "This place is dirty. But I couldn't resist kissing you. My Pearl."
He left.

We went to our 'evil mission' as some of us called it. It was different since Mayumi and Itsuki wasn't with me. At least I had Shigaraki. We met up with the heroes. Sneaking upon them. "Class 1A" Toga said, "Is the broccoli boy there?"
"Who the fuck cares." Shigaraki said.
"It matters. We need him. If we couldn't get the blonde Bakugou guy. We'll just take him. Making him one of us." Dabi said. Toga was gonna talk before getting interrupted by my brother #1.
"BUT DON'T BE FANGIRLING AROUND....TOGA! You'll only distract us."
She said ok.
"Go!" said Dabi.
We all sprinted towards them. Surprising them. I noticed Shinso was there. He looked shocked I was there. Everyone in 1A did too. I used my blue flames as I floated in the air. We fought. Eventually I saw Aizawa getting hurt by Shigaraki. What seemed like hours. Every one was too tired to fight back. So was I. But us villains weren't. Dabi grabbed me and saw i had 1% left.
Shit.
"Finish them off.." he said.
"No!" said my poor hubby. " I won't let you. You BASTARDS!! You'll pay!!"
Dabi laughed. "Fine. But give me him." as he pointed at Midoriya.
"I only used her to get what I want."
I suddenly felt pain. Pain in my stomach. I looked down to see blood. I gasped. And felt weak. What the fuck is happening.
"There you go again.." I said. "I knew you wasn't gonna change."
He looked down then pushed me. Which the pain I felt was getting my attention. I began to cry.

I couldn't take it. As I was laying down they got Midoriya and vanished. The others were trying to get him back but was already too late. I screamed of pain. Dabi lifted me up and stabbed me in my stomach. Screamed for the pain I felt. He lifted my arm taking this chance to fight.
"FINISH THEM OFF (Y/N)!!" he said. So i did.

"SIKE!!"

I turned around blasted him. And the others.
"I'LL MAKE SURE THAT I'LL GET MIDORIYA BACK. JUST YOU WAIT!!" i shouted. They went to the portal. They expected me to blast my love one, my friends. Ha. I turned around. They were shocked. But my pain came along. I fell in the grounds as I ripped away that ugly costume. Making room for what was coming out of me.
I screamed in pain as the girls covered me up. Was I already giving birth. But boy did it hurt. But it's been weeks. It felt so fast.
"Omg (y/n)....That thing is tiny." Uraraka said.
I couldn't say anything just the pain was so strong. Fuck.
As i felt relieved. I looked down. Seeing a tiny thing. It was the baby.

Dabi's child.

Everything went black.

I woke up. Seeing Shinso beside me. Everyone was there too.
"The hell happened." i said. I felt a headache.
"You gave birth...." he said. He started to cry. "I know that baby isn't mines but..."
I stared at him.
"You um...lost it (y/n). That child is gone." Yaoyorozu said.
Hearing those words made me cry. I lost the child.
"You lost it due to miscarriage. Not the stab." Amelia said.
"Amelia!" i said.
She came over telling me everything was gonna be fine.
"Where is it?" i said.
"We already buried it. It's in the skies now." she said.
I mean i did get to see it.

~Days later.

Well that happened. But today i went to see my child. I don't the gender because i never knew. But i was happy since it was in a better place. I placed white roses in it's burial place.
"You alright?" Shinso said hugging me.
"Yeah. Just gloomy." i replied.
He kissed my forehead.
I said a few words to my child. And then we left.
Shinso cooked me some food. I mean we had enough from our friends. But he still wanted me to be full. As he was cooking I went up to him and hugged him. He smiled and blushed.
"My darling." i said. "What are you cooking?"
"It's a surprise. My mother suggested it once. So im cooking it for you."
I giggled. And sat back down.
I grabbed a sweet from one Sato's signature cupcakes. They were good. I grabbed Shinso's phone. I still didn't have one. Matter of fact I don't even know how to use it. Trust me living my life at a lab getting knowledge from books and being a slave from a fucking asshole that I didn't even have time paying attention at this device thing. Shinso showed me how to use it but i didn't know still. He promised me he'll get me one but not yet since you needed money for that. I unlocked it putting the easiest password in 'ilovecats'. He sure did. I decided to change it. Went to settings and changed it to 'dogsarebetterhoney'. I giggled.
"What are giggling about?" he said.
I quickly saved it and exit out went to youtube searched 'vines that cure my depression' and chose a random one, speed the video to about 1 min in and said.
"Nothing..."
He turned around and came up to me.
"Why cure depression?"
"Cause their funnier?.."
"Hmm...I guess."
He went and continued cooking. That was close.

One minute later he said,
"Dinner is served!" He put the plates on the table. It smells good. I grabbed mines and started to eat.
"Hungry aren't you, little kitty,"
I smiled. He ate his as he we watched more vines. After we were done he washed up the plates. As I got ready for bed. Forgot to mention we were at his house. Hehe. His parents were gone so we were alone.
I put my night gown on. And some long ass socks. Since i hate wearing pajamas. <no offence>
Shinso came in the room.
"You still hungry kitty?"
Oh shit.
He grabbed me and kissed me. I looked at the door. Bitch was open. He smiled. He went to close it as he said, "you want privacy don't you?" he chuckled. He lifted me and laid me on his bed. "Do you want to try it again. Maybe getting a child of our own. Making it up for you?"
"I-I. Yes." i said.
"I can't force you. Maybe in the future."
"No it's fine. Let's make that whole refill again. Darling..."
I kissed his soft lips. Feeling his warmth.

[I spilled my lemons. Like my brother did to his cereal. He picked it up though. Please don't report thanks.]

He put his fucking no no square into mines. Both of us moaning at the same time. He went slowly. We still had our clothes on. It didn't matter to me. But him. He started to take everything off. Reminding ourselves of our deal. Then switched position. We sat up and i sat on his lap preparing myself of what was gonna happen next. He insert it again.
"Fuuuck!" he said. "Nope..lay down on your back."
I did.
"I like this better i can see you and your beautiful sparkling (e/c) eyes."
I let a moan as he went again.
"Thank you for your compliment." i said.
We kissed and did it for what seemed hours. The last time i checked it was about to be midnight.

~Shinso's pov

It was officially midnight as she moaned really loudly turning it into a growl. She bit my arm. It bled. But i couldn't take it. I was reaching my point. It felt so good. I couldn't stop. As for her she was getting distracted, she wanted to end it as she was trying to get out, she licked my arm where she bit me. And i saw her horns. She turned into this monster form. I reached my point as white shit came out. She was getting tired. She shoved me aside as she licked her self like a cat would do. Cleaning her self. I sat there watching her do that. I cleaned my self too. Once i was done. I looked up only for her to be gone. I got out and went to look for her. No sign. I called her name. No answer. Where did she go. Im getting worried.

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It was kinda weird writing this in front of my mom. But oh well.