sunshine & rainbows

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Often I sit in bed
I lack the motivation to move,
So I spend my time looking through a window.

The sky is never the same,
Sometimes blue, grey, black, or even yellow.
Today, the clouds are like golden stone.

Taken back in time, or ahead in time,
I cant tell.
Feeling is a stranger to me.
Captured by my own mind, I'm lost.

Seemingly at peace, I'm really not.
What appears calm, a fire burns bright inside.
Fear, anxiety, observation.

Patterns became the same,
I couldnt tell the time anymore.

I guess it's better to stay away from reality anyways, so for now I guess I'll continue looking at the sunshine and rainbows.

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