lightstern: a tmi fanfic

one big,disfunctional, family.

isabelle finally found clary in an ally beside an art shop. she was flipping through a new sketch book with new pencils in her hand. her eyes were red and puffy, like she had no sleep. her cheeks looked hollow as if she hand't eaten in days. 

"isabelle, you should rest - " she began.

"do you know what people are going to say about me now!? demon AND angel blood as well as valentine blood! i'll be judged, i'll never be able to get a new weapon or go to taki's without getting strange looks and be whispered about!" she yelled. 

rage rose in clary's body. her face grew red. Jace knew she was about to blow her top.

"listen to yourself! listen to the garabge you're saying! all of those things have been my reality for six months and you can't even handle it for one day!   i dont have demon blood but still, isabelle. walk a mile in my shoes before you complain. i get it, that's what you do, but you have got to stop it!" clary said like acid.

"she's right." said jace. clary looked up at him with hopefull eyes.

isabelle stormed away, high heels clanking on the stone of the pathway. she headed to the citadel where blades were clensed. she always found the mirky water and the erry silence comforting. 

"she'll come around, she's just in shock." Alec reassured clary.

" we all are. i just don't want this to ruin everything." clary admited.

"i'm going to meet up with magnus. cao guys..." alec said in the most awkward way humanly possible. 

"you need food clarissa.." jace said.

"says you.. this is the palest i've ever seen you, and that's coming from me" she answered. he grinned an adorable smile. she took his hand and the walked away to the closest cafe.

they got a big stack of pancakes to share and left.

"maybe i should have never joined this world. ever since i did , i ruin it all."she said in a small voice.

jace halted her by dragging her into an ally way. 

"dont you ever say that clary." he said in a sharp voice.

"Jace, it's true." she said, not looking at him.

"you make things better. you make me better. you make me a better shadowhunter, you make me a better man and you make me a better person. you are the bravest person i know. you dont ruin things. Valentine, he ruins things. you are just brave enough to make a difference. since the first time i saw you, in pandemonium, in your ripped jeans and black sneakers, i knew you were special. when you joined this world, i was given you. my love. the one and only person for me."

"how is this going to work out?" she asked.

" i don't know. nonody does. we just have to stick together until the end." he answered.

they walked back to amatis's in silence. they played scrabble, and of course Jace won. 

"cheater." clary said sticking her toungue out. Jace dramatically gasped, 

"me? never!" he said.

they sat in the living room together silently, until clary fell asleep and jace decided to leave. Jocelyn would not be happy to see him here when clary was asleep.