Chapter 4: The talk

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Your POV

~~DREAM~~

I was surronded around in darkness as people called me names, telling me to dissaprear, One familar face stuck up to me. Toby. some of the other pastas were crowded around me. Saying the same sentence over and over. " Love means nothing to you (l/n)~~~~" I start to tear up as toby pulled out a axe and flug it over his sholder. 

~~END OF DREAM~~ 

My breath was fast and sweat was dripping as I coughed. A little violently. Then a little more. Then up to the point were I was coughing up red substance. I took a few tissus and wiped my mouth. I took the cup of water from my bed stand and took a few sips before climbing out of my bed and crying in the corner with my knees up to my chest. I was breaking again and took the little poket knife I had taken just in case. Again, I slit my wrist. Blood oozed out of the cut. I can't feel it anyways. I'm empty. Broken. Dull. Nothing nor nobody could fix me. I haddent noticed that I had cut myself too much again. My white skin was dyed with blood. I wapped it with new gauze as I heard a soft knock from my door. I t was 6:00 AM . Who the hell was it? I quickly grabbed my goggles and mask as I slipped on a pair of jeans and my usual swear shirt. I turned on my deciving ability and turned the cold knob of the door. I smiled warmly as I saw Sally standing at my door with her teddy bear. " Do you need something little one?" She giggled as she said " (l/n) would it be too much trouble to ask you to make me breakfast for me? I'm starving..." Her stomach grunbled as I repiled with a yes. I was really clumsy when I went down stairs. Maybe this is what people call this...um...dizzyness? I started to make pancakes for the whole house...maybe I'll go out killing today..sounds nice..."...sis?...I've been calling your name.." " oh sorry...did you need something lil sis?" She stared at me wide eyed as I called her that name. " Oh sorry...I used to have a little sister...you remind me so much of her..." She must of saw my somber look through my goggles because she tried to comfort me. " so what did you need?" " oh...why do you have a metal arm??" " eh, it was a accedent.." I sighed as I flipped the pancakes onto the plates as Sally clapped at my tricks. I senced someone elses presence. " you'd make a great mother some day...." Toby's comment made me blush. Thank god I had my mask on. " um...thanks...." I had relized that he didn't have his mask and glasses on. He was decently cute and-no no no NO. I can't do all of that shit. I don't need those emotions...even if I did he would never love me. I really need to organize my thoughts......

TOBY POV

Since I've meet her, I knew I woud act all jittery and clumsy around her. Her personality is beautiful as her looks. She is marvelous on the inside and out side...her lusts are just bonus. Her voice is as delicate as a song bird.....Just thinking about her makes me flutter. I haven't seen her face yet but when I went into slendy's office, I asked for a picture and he did as I requested. He said that it was one when she was younger with him. She is still beautiful in the picture but I still wonder about how she looks now. I asked her about that yesterday but she didn't take her mask off. She makes me forget my horrible past. I really want to know about her past but slendy wouldn't let me in the room. And since all of the rooms are sound proof, I couldn't make out any of the conversation the two where having. Sucks. I escorted her to her room. It took a long time to corridinate all of the stuff. I really glad she liked it though...And the highlight of the day was the hug she gave me. I expected her skin to be cold but it was nice and warm. It was like a feelign I never really felt before...Is this what clockwork calls love? well, I d-don't love her....I really, really, REALLY like her....so I guess it does mean that I love her...? I guess I'll just ask BEN about all of that stuff, he'll know..."hey BEN, hey BEN, hey BEN, hey BEN, hey BEN, hey BENNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!"" what the hell do you want Toby..." he sounded groggy cause it was in the morning. "um...I want advise on um...l-love was it..?" "lemme guess, it's about (l/n)" I quickly nodded as he motioned me into his room while yawning. He quickly got changed into his usual clothing. " so....what do you need to know man?" " um....I want to talk about (l/n) and my history and our past before we became what we are now....without making it akward for us." I replied. He looked at me with a shocked look and responded "wow man, that a big step there....But I guess..you could just ask if she could go into the woods on a walk or just ask randomly after a kill or two together...." he rubbed the back of the neck and I nodded. " Thanks BEN!" he nodded back and went on his game. I asked slendy for our mission and went into the living room where (l/n) was. I took a deep breath and entered the room. (l/n) was reading a book to Sally which was sleeping.(assume it's night now)  She really would make a great mother some day.....I tapped on her sholder and she smiled which made me blush under my mask. " hey man, what's up?" she said in a calm tone. " h-hey you want to go out for a kill or two? slender has a mission for me and I could use some help.....I-it's okay if y-you don't want to.."Crap. I just made a complete fool of myself now.." sure...I-if thats okay with you..I just need to get sally to bed, can you wait a little?" i nodded happly and waited at the door that led outside. When she came out with her axe and with knife attatchment on her artificial arm. " right let's go!" we sprinted into the woods as I could feel another presence besides us. I guess (l/n) had felt it too she kept looking around.....It's probably nothing though....

~LE TIME SKIP~

YOUR POV 

After we finished off a family of five, we decided to hang a bit.(assume you've meet everyone in the creepypasta family by now. This would include Kagekao, Bloody painter, judge angel, Dr. Smily, Smile dog, Splendorman, Sexual offenderman, Trenderman and others I wil mention though out the story because well...I'm lazy...)Toby's a really cool dude, I mean he really understands me. We both talked about our past....he really did understand me though. I liked him in a way of a friend type. Not whatever the mortals think of the word I hate the most. He told me about his past and he said he was never tested on and he didn't have all of the abilities I did. He said that he loved his mother and sister but they died in a car accedent and his dad is the one who always beat him. His wepon of choice is also the ax so we get along very well. He said he wanted to see my face but I refused because I hate the reaction on their faces when they see my diffrent color eyes. That's mostly why the reason why I cover my right side of my face. Maybe if we get as close as slender and me are, I'll show him my face..I depends how close though.....

 A/N Sorry, none of you are really reading this so...yeah, so for the people who are reading this...thank you and i will try to update twice a week, thank you. Why are you even reading this? Well, If you are, thanks....

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