A/N This chapter will be longer than the last one and 26 reads...wow more than I expected...anyways I'm sorry, I didn't update for a while....Enjoy!
TOBY POV
No...no..NO...NO! Why did she cover for me?! Now she's hurt and collapsed.///This...this is all my fault...I'll..I'll never be able to hear her angelic voice and her mesmerizing beauty and her alluring personality....This is all my fault....All I can do is stay by her side now...I hope she is immortal like BEN..I can't bear seeing another person in my life that I love fade away from me again...not again...not again...no more......no...tears threatened as I walked past the pastas. Salty pearls slid down by cheeks. I wiped them with my sleeves as more of them proceeded down my pale skin. What if she doesn't come back? What if it's my fault? What do I do? What will I do if she comes back? Why did she do this? Does she love me back?...too many questions...I felt faint as a hand touched my shoulder. It was BEN and surprisingly, he wasn't on any of his electronics. "We all know your upset Toby, we all are...but you need to stop chewing you fingers." I looked at my fingers. I didn't even notice I was doing it. I'm doing it again. " I..I didn't even *tic* notice...but it's *tic*...it's all *tic* my fault...my...." I was bawling before I could finish my sentence. *tic* *tic* I was ticcing violently as I fell to my knees. "Dude..It's not your fault...She's in the medical room if youwant to see her. E.J said she is okay but she's knocked out...." I turned my heel to the hallway that led to the med. room. "And dude...." BEN started. "...Slender says not to push your self...and tell that to (L/N) too...." I shuffled the endless hallway to the med room.
YOUR POV
I'm glad I saved Toby. 'Idiot...you should have died...you never saved him..you just saved yourself because you knew you couln'd live without him....your just a selfish brat...just ike your 'mother'..' The voices in my head were whispering cruelty to me. 'Just accept it all.' 'The pain' 'The rejection' ' The depression' 'The hatred'
JUST ACCEPT IT ALL
