Sensual Seduction

Attention

It's now the next day and I'm at school and I'm trying my best to avoid toni because I just think it's best for me and my state of mind at the moment.I'm just at my locker getting my stuff ready for class and that's when I feel a tap on my shoulder I turn around and see that it's toni she looks at me sadly and just ask me "How are you holding up" and yes what i'm about to next is as some would say is cowardly. But I saw no other option I just closed my locker and darted to class I wasn't sad or anything I just wasn't ready to face toni at the moment. I wasn't really ready to face the rest of the world either so I sat at the back of the class just waiting for the end of the day or at least a free period.
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Ah yes finally it's time for my free period so I just go to the lounge and put in my earbuds and listen to sad music I discovered an artist named joji his song "attention" well I guess you can say caught my attention and now I can't stop singing it I just cry as it reminds me of toni.

Girl, would it kill you just to throw a little bit of attention?
If I hurt you, I'm afraid God's gonna teach me a lesson

Now would you hate me if I said goodbye
So quick you could eat my dust?
Now would you hate me if I ran like hell
In the wind from dawn 'til dusk?

When you cry, you waste your time
Over boys you never liked
Can you not be so obvious?
So keep it light
So keep it light, no

I thought I'd vocalize my troubles, but nobody will listen
I know I'm cryptic and I'm weird, that shit comes off as indifferent
I don't wanna die so young
Got so much to do
I don't smile for the camera
Only smile for you
Smile for you

Now would you hate me if I said goodbye
So quick you could eat my dust?
Now would you hate me if I ran like hell
In the wind from dawn 'til dusk?

When you cry, you waste your time
Over boys you never liked
Can you not?
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A/N
Here goes the post I somewhat promised this part is all cheryls pov and the next post will be toni's pov so be ready for that but don't wait to long because I don't know when i'll post again anyways thanks for reading
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