How are you today?
I'm ok I say
What I want to say is I feel hollow.
Like I'm empty.
Everything feels cold.
I want to cry but nothing is coming out
And I have no motivation to do anything
But I'm not allowed to complain anymore
So I'm just gonna say I'm ok.
See this morning I told you how I was tired
Because I stayed up all night to talk to you
I told you I was hungry
I didn't have time to eat because I over slept
I told you I didn't have the energy
Because I haven't really slept since you left
But when I asked if we could FaceTime today,
Like you promised we would the day before
After breaking the promise you'd made
You asked if I was just going to complain
I apologized.
Who was I to think you cared
Cared about how I really felt
Cared about what I was going through.
It may be tough for you there
But that doesn't make it easy being here.
