Staring At The Clouds

Chapter Two - Broken Innocence

Sleep did not come easy and when it did I was brought out of it due to bitter memories. Memories of our most treasured times and how it ended abruptly.

While I knew he had left me there was no way I would ever accept such pain, misery and heartbreak.

He was the only one besides my best friend who truly cared for  me and now he was gone.

Gone forever.

My stomach issued a large cry of hunger, the fact that I ate nothing before the funeral and after coming back to haunt me. I stood with my hands firmly on my stomach, abdominal pain shooting me in the worst way.

Hopefully the whore had left and I could get something in this stomach of mine.

The moment I descend the stairs slowly, me folding my lips in displeasure.

"Be quiet you! " I hissed as I rubbed my stomach.

The moment I got downstairs my silent prayer was answered and the woman I despised more anything had left. However, a particular luggage was left behind. 

I grit my teeth, why the hell was this asshole still here?

"Rough night?" he asked and I continued towards the kitchen as though he said nothing. Ignore it and it will go away they say.

Heavy footsteps followed and I continued carelessly, why the hell was this man following me? I glanced over my shoulder slightly, my hands reaching for the food in the refrigerator. Well at least we called it food.

He was just there, not moving and not knowing how to blink. This man was up to something and that something was close to hell and far from heaven.

"So does your mom know your boyfriend?" he questioned, cold vegetables being placed in my mouth as I turned the microwave on by banging it a few times with a frying pan. To say my life was a living hell would be far more than a understatement.

"Um, what does all that have to do with you?" I hissed in a question, my eyes fixed on the bowl in the microwave.

"I take you have one" he carried on my lips upturned in aggression because each and every time he opened his mouth it was pure bullish that came out of it. Bullshit you can not get on the black market.

I rolled my eyes.

"No need to be rude darling, it was just a simple question. Why roll your eyes?" he asked and I was so glad when the microwave dinged. 

"I roll my eyes because I can and what that woman allows or don't allow is none of your god damn business." I hissed as I retrieved my dinner and headed for my room. 

What an asshole.

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My stomach was not full but I was quite grateful because it was not empty either. The mash potatoes and tomato sauce did the trick quite well and I was no longer turning in my bed.

"Well this goes to my fucking life" I stated as I raised a bottle of water, me sitting up slightly to drink properly. Sure my meal was not an ideal one but as long as it ensured my important organs functioned then I am quite grateful. 

"Cute outfit" the moment my eyes fell on my open door and the person standing in its frame. What the hell?

How long was he even standing there? What sort of entertainment did this perv gain from watching my half naked body from his position at the door frame.

I covered my bra and undies immediately, the lights going on without my permission.

"Get out!" I roared like a lion was not fed for five hundred days, my teeth bared.

"Well alright honey, no need to be rude I was just checking up on you" he insisted and I was on my guard the moment his eyes fell on my breast.

"I don't need to be checked upon" I hissed. The asshole smirked.

"With a body like that you do" He continued and my eyes and mouth went wide.

What?

Why didn't I see this earlier?

I ran, a firm hand on my hip bone while the other went for my mouth, my back hitting the cold wall roughly. I kicked in hysterics, my underwear being torn from my body as he unzipped his pants.

He was going to rape me, this guy was actually going to rape me.

My mouth gain a bit of access to freedom, me utilizing that chance immediately.

"Help...someone help me" I yelled as I continued my hysterics but let's just say he didn't like that. I received a very painful punch, my upper lip bruised in the worst way.

The moment I felt something warm on my thighs I screamed.

"Be quiet" he stated grimly as a firm hand fist my throat, my legs trembling the moment they were forced apart.

Something pressed against the entrance of my vagina painfully, my hips being pulled forward roughly.

"No! Stop! Let go" I screamed as I bit his arm but it was as though the man felt nothing because he simply continued penetration.

I screamed as though my life depends on it. I kicked endlessly but he continued to generate force, pain shooting through my lower region.

He groaned in pleasure while I screamed in pain, my walls being torn apart with his every movement. He continued roughly, my eyes hitting the back of my head as my body jerked.

How could he be so cruel...

I was still a child, a child that has never trouble anything sexual. His thrust were even more rapid than ever, liquid pooling between my legs as my eyes turned painfully.

I clawed his back aggressively, my fist balled as I tried to generate some form of pain but just like before he felt nothing.

I had pictured loosing my virginity but never did I picture it in such crude  a manner.

Chapter Two guys and I really do hope you like...remember to vote and comment and I'll see you all in the next chapter.

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