Love or Hate ???

Chapter 8

Reality//Love//
pixie p.o.v.
I been feeling really sick lately and i don't know why. " Crap its been almost two weeks since I had my last cycle. I paste back and forth and kept thinking whens the last time I had it. I remember the night of that party I couldn't drink anything cause I was feeling sick. I left my house and went straight to CVS. I brought eight pregnancy test and a whole lot of water. I drank about two bottles of water on my way back home and after a good ten minutes I had to pee. I took one of the test out and peed on it. I had already set my alarm for how ever long i had to wait. After my timer went off I took a deep breath and looked at the stick the two lines were showing. I took a other one to be sure, same thing happened.I took a other one and surely every last one of the sticks said positive. I started to cry , I was pregnant with Jacob's baby. How am I suppose to tell him? You know what I am not going to. I realize we were over and never getting back together as long as Anna was in the picture. I put the test back in the boxs and l found a hiding spot in my room, so my parents wouldn't find them. I sat on my bed and put my hand on my stomach. Was this really happening I am going to become a mom for the first time. I started crying it wasn't sad tears they were tears of confusion , hurt, happiness.

Jacob p.o.v.
I was single , no pixie or Anna how the hell did this happen. I am never single. I am the captain of the soccer team , basketball team. I was seating at local grab and eat place when two gay guys came up to me and sat down. Ummm Excuse me , why are you seating at my table? " Hello cousin don't remember us? I looked up to see my Cousin Sawey and his boyfriend Ray. " What do you want Sawey?" " I need your house key" " Why do you need my house key for?" " Because my Aunt your mother said we can stay at your place until our place is finished getting built." " Hell no i don't want you two staying". " Umm its not up to you asshole." I nodded my head and handed over my house keys." I need a drink. "Ooo come with us tonight our favorite club is having happy hour all night long" Ray said " Ummn I think i will pass ray but thanks for the offer." its ok ". " Well little Cousin of my we are out of here , got stuff to do and people to see." they got up from the table and left. Again i am here alone , single by my self. crap prom is only three weeks away and i have no date wonderful." I laid my head down when a soft voice was saying excuse me. I looked up and saw pixie. I smiled. She smiled back. " Umm mind if i seat here?" " No go ahead" I said. " Umm I dont know how to say this to you and i hope you don't take this news the wrong way or hate me afterwards for telling you but ummm o gosh how can i say this. " I am pregnant." " Wait what" i asked . I could tell she had a long and rough day and she looks like she been crying. She took a deep breath and repeat her sentence. " I am pregnant". I started laughing at her . "No way it's my baby i said not realizing how harsh i said it. She looked away and I could see tears run down her face. " Look pixie I am sorry to say but i am not a father, its way to soon. " She looked at me with a hateful glare. " Screw you Jacob, you are the father cause your the only one i slept with remember?" " You know what love go screw your self cause all you ever going to be is a little punk who no body would ever want cause your a asshole. " . I had no words what happened to my pixie what just happen. She got up from the table and before she left said I hope you have a wonderful life and walked away. I put my head back down and closed my eyes. Can this day get any worse.

Anna
We have been seating at the table for a good six hours laughing and talking. " O remember in Mr.Drew class in ninth grade and Mikey Weinstein got so scared after he read his speech on Aliens and he thought they were real but Sandy told him everybody else in the room were aliens and he believed her so he peed his pants afterwards. " " Omg poor Mikey I heard he moved to Texas after nineth Grade year." " O wow he did". " So how are you feeling with the whole breakup thing"? Erin asked " Umm i said after taking a sip of my third cup of smoothie . " To be honest with you I taking things one day at a time." I said " Will you ever feel comfortable to date again or no ?" " I mean yeah , why wouldn't I be?" " So umm about that kiss earlier today?" " I meant it" i said. Smiling at him. " Really i thought you only did it to get back at whos name should not be said" I started laughing Harry Potter good one. He started laughing sorry i am a harry potter fan. Omg so am I. Really no way. Yess way. I looked at my phone o man Its already eight thirty. The store is about to close soon. We been here since one this afternoon. " O wow " . " Well we might as well get going agree.". " Yeah I said . We got up from our table and said our good byes to the store manager.It was a little bit chilly when we walked out to go our separate ways. Erin took off his jacket and put around my shoulders to my suprise I can fit it. I smiled . " Thank you " " No problem " . We started walking towards the parking lot where our cars were . That's when I noticed we parked right beside each other. " Haha " !! " Whats so funny?" " We parked right next to each other." Erin looked at where our cars were and smiled yeah we did. We reached our cars in less then five minutes. " So I guess this is a goodbye until tomorrow?" " yeah until tomorrow" Erin said. He leaned in to kiss me when my phone rang." I looked at who was calling it was Sea so i put to voice mail. " I am sorry about that where were we again?" I said Smiling. Erin leaned in to kiss me but got inrupted when his phone rang . I started laughing. He looked at it and ingored it. May I he said. He leaned in for the third time and it happened sparks connected as our lips touched. We were standing there for a good three minutes just kissing. Afterwards we broke apart. " wow that was AMAZING!" I said. He smiled "Glad to hear you enjoyed it." I smiled . I kissed him this time to thank him for our little hang out and unlocked my car. " Here is your jacket back ". " Na keep it". " You sure?" . " Yeah I am ". " ok " i said and got into my car. Erin walked to his car and got in. He rolled down the passenger window. " Anna thanks for tonight". I nodded my head and smiled. " Good Night Erin " .. " Good Night Anna". We drove out of the parking lot and went our separate ways.
Part two
I had reach home just when my parents called me. " Good Morning Anna". I heard my dad say. "Hi dad". " Umm your mother and I talked and we decided we aren't going to punish you because you been through a lot over the past couple of days." " Ok dad". " But we do want you to take the class." " Ok" Dad. " How is the weather?" I asked trying to change the subject. " Umm its snowing over here. " Your mom is not liking it so much." I started laughing. " Haha dad mommy is from Puerto Rico she not used to the cold weather." " I can tell". " Well we have to go , talk to you later sweetie ". I told them good bye and turned off my car. I walked towards my house and unlocked the door. "Max" I called my lil Huskey. He came running towards me. " Hi there boy , i said putting down my things and locking the front door. " I kneeled down and gave him a hug. " How are you buddy?" He just started barking. I walked towards the kitchen and grabbed a bowl of strawberrys and went into the pantry to grab the honey. A few mins late the house phone rang. I answered it. " Hello I said. " Hey Girl its me Mel I am on my way to your house with Sea, Jazzy and Jordan. " "Ok" , see you guys soon. We said our good byes and hung up the phone. I went up stairs with a bowl of strawberry and the honey. I opened my bedroom door and put everything down on my bed. I went into my dress to find my cheerleading shorts and a sport bra. I went into the bathroom and took a shower. After ten minutes of being in there i got out and go dress. I looked at my reflection in the mirror and notice I needed to retouch up my tattoo I have on my ribcage . I got this tattoo while I was away over seas. Its a tattoo of a music sheet of notes spelling out it's your life , so live it. I decide to straighten this curly hair of mine. It took a good hour and half to get it straight. I put my long ginger red hair in a pony tail and exist out of my bathroom. I grabbed my phone and laptop and the my dinner. I headed down stairs to the living room and sat everything on the couch. I opened up my laptop and typed in facebook . I saw on my home page that Pixie put a announcement on her wall saying. " Jacob who everbody knows is the father of my baby. Yes I said it. I am pregnant and he is the father to our baby. Anybody who has anything to say that is negative please don't write or inbox me on the matter. I am not in the mood to have to explain myself. A new chapter in my life is happening and I am so blessed to start it. Thank you everybody else who has supported me through out this news I have shared with you guys. I wanted to say something but i couldn't. I was numb Jacob got Pixie pregnant and didn't tell anybody. I was even more heart broken . I saw i gotten a friends request from Erin Listor and I immediatly added him back a few minutes later I got a message and from Erin . "Hey I saw what Pixie just wrote". " I know I saw it too". I wrote back. " Do you wanna talk about it or not ?" " No I am just say Congratulations to her and him". I typed back. " Hey listen if you want there is new Scottish Breakfast place down the street from James little Italy Ice Cream shop do you wanna go there for breakfast?" " Umm can my best friend's come too?". " Yeah why not "! " Ok then yeah my treat this time." I typed back. " alright he typed back. I smiled " Well i just wanted to check up on you after I saw what happened." Erin typed . " Thank you " I typed. "Good Night Anna see you tomorrow morning."ok Erin Good Night see you tomorrow morning." I Congrats Jacob and Pixie and logged out of facebook . A hour passed by when I heard my door bell rang. I got up from the couch and went to see who it was. To my suprise it was Jacob. I didn't know what to think. " why was he in front of my doorstep. " Hey, can we talk ". " What is there to talk about Jacob?" " Listen Anna I know you saw Pixie Post." " I saw it Jacob and I have nothing to say to you." " Please Anna just listen." " Good bye Jacob , you cheated me on with the one person I hate and then you got her pregnant and didn't tell anbody expectly me the one person who has been with you for two damn years." I shooked my head and was about to close the door when he stepped in side the house. " Anna I am really sorry please forgive me." " Jacob no get out now !!!!!" I yelled. " No not until you listen to me ". " I don't have to hear anything you say." " If you don't get out my house right now I Will call the cops." "Anna shut up gosh". " I am so sorry that I put you though this hell hole of drama . " " Sorry its not going to want me to take you back ". " I don't derseve you so i don't blame you if you move on." I couldn't cry nor feel upset. I was completely numb, no emotions what so ever was towards Jacob he knew he was wrong. " I don't want to hear anything you have to say to me Jacob , I really don't." I rubbed my temples a headache was coming I could feel it. " Damnit Anna please just give a chance to make things right by us. " Haha " right by us ?? There is nothing to fix Jacob you broke my heart into millions of piece. You think coming over to my house at ten clock at night will change my feelings for someone like you." " Sorry to tell you Jac but not going to happen." He was heated now i could tell. " Gosh Anna ". He swung and punched the wall making a big hole. " Anna I am so sorry, it was a accident." I was scared now . Jacob just punched the wall only a few inches from me. " I want you to leave now" as i turned my head looking away from him. He tried to touch me put I moved away. I was scared of Jacob now. Now knowing he punched the wall and then tired to apologies for it. Right as Jacob existed my house Mel car pulled up into my drive way. " Anna are you ok "???? Mel yelled from her car. I didn't say anything I was still in shocked. Thinking what could have happened if he was maybe a inch closer then where he really was. Would he have hit me ?? Mel and the girls were already inside my house. Asking me what just happened and if I'm ok. " Anna!!" I looked around and saw the girls looking at me with worried eyes. "Guys I'm ok really". " I don't believe you said Sea". Why the hell was Jacob just inside your house Jazzy asked. I told them what happened and after that they dropped the subject and for the rest of the night we watched scary movies and gossip.