Love or Hate ???

Chapter 11

Doubt// Mistake//Twist

Pixie
Today was the day I would go to the doctor and find out how long I am and my due date. I tried calling Jacob but he wasn't picking up so I am drop by his house and see if he is there. I got out my bed and headed straight for the shower. I decided I needed to go shopping for some New clothes , you know the ones new mom's wear when they are expecting. I hoped out the shower and put on some gray leggings and a black sweater. Its starting to get chilly here in New York. I went for my black nike sneakers . I left my hair in is messy bun and grabbed my phone and purse Yeah and walked down stairs. I said goodbye to my parents and walked outside towards my car. It was a five minutes drive to his house. Yeah I know five minutes? Well Jac and I live in the same neighborhood. I parked my car and sat there for a few seconds . Is this even thought out correctly? I got the car and walked to the front door. I was about to answer when the door opened and walked out Mel aka Anna's best friend. "O Pixie Good Morning, Umm what are doing here? " " I could ask you the same question Mel, by the way does Anna know you been sleeping with Jacob behind her back?" " Pixie please don't tell her." " Haha she will find out sooner or later." " If you don't mind , I have a matter I need to take care of with Jacob. " O well he is in the shower now. " Ok love". " Goodbye Mel" I walked passed her and entered Jacob's house. " Jacob " I called out " Yeah , I am in my room getting ready. I walked up stairs to his room and sat on his bed. " Pixie what are you doing here?" " I wanted to know if you would like to come to the doctors with me to see our child"? " Umm I kinda had plans for today"? " With who Melissa ?" " What if i called Anna right now and tell her that her best friend is sleeping around with her ex"? " I bet you wouldn't have anything to do today would you?" " Pixie please don't say anything to Anna ". " O so now you care. Let me see ah You date Anna, ummm get me prego and now you sleeping around with one of her best friend. How crush will she be then?" " Ok shit , I will go with you to your doctors appt also if you don't go you will never get your hands on daddys money. Its that what he said? " O trust me , I know everything. He rolled his eyes and walked out the room. I followed him and got into my car and told him I will see him soon.

Jacob
I can't believe Pixie black mail me , like I didnt know she could do that. I was seating in the doctors office with Pixie waiting to be seen. " Pixie the doctor is ready for you". We both got up from our seats and went to the back. We waited for our nurse and soon as I said that she walked right in. " Good Morning Pixie , how are you feeling today?" " I am great". " Ok lets get a look at this baby shall we"? Pixie lifted up her sweater and I could see her little pouch. " I know I am like one month right" . " Let me see , you are actually three months along already. " " Wait how can this be?" " A lot of the time your body doesn't even know your pregnant." " I mean I been feeling sick but, I thought I was coming down with something." "Yeah thats normal." " Plus if your a female and you have irregular cycle that can also be a factor of why you never knew you were pregnant. " " Ok Doctor Joedan will be in with you guys shortly. " She left and we were back to being silent. " Pixie , I am sorry you have to go through this." " You mean carry a baby that I wasn't ready for?" " I am not saying I don't want to be mother Jac but as a father I thought you would be better then this and act like a man who is about to have a kid." " Pixie is hard to accept that." " How Jacob?" " After I had found out , I stop doing half the crap , I was doing before , aka I acted like the roll I am about to become." " You see how we have both parents in our life, I would love for our child to have the same thing our parents gave us." " If you can't make a decision on whether or not you want to be a father , then you don't have to." " I will make a perfect mother to our child and if he/she ask where dad is." I'm tell them , he made his choice." Pixie cut it out, I don't know if I to be father a right now. " I know I have messed up and I don't want you to forgive me just cause we about to have a baby together." " I can't believe you Jacob". " I honestly hate you with my heart , from now on I won't tell you about anything that is happening with our child." Don't you dare go there Witch". My heart was racing and I was getting ready to punch something. " I got up from the chair and walked out side. I needed some air. "I turned around and before I left I told her I will see her later. "