Love or Hate ???

Chapter 9

In denial//Heart-ache//Hope
I woke up before anybody else in my house and went upstairs to go take a shower. Last night event still stuck in the back of my mind. " I hate him , I hate Jacob with all my heart." Two damn years of nothing but love to give to him and he choice her. !" " Its the fact he didn't have nerves to just end things with me before he and her fling even started." " He thought If I didn't find out I won't be mad?" " Well he got this all wrong.!" " I was humiliated in front of my friends and his and even those who doesn't even know me". I was already out of shower and into my clothes. Black leggings, Gray crop top and my white yezzy sneakers was the outfit for the day. I put my half my hair in bun and left the rest of my hair out. I went for the no type of makeup day cause i wasn't feeling it. I went back down stairs to see all my girlfriends were up and to my surprise they were already up and dress. "Good morning love Sea sang out loud." " Good Morning hunny bunny i said back in my wonderful voice". " Shut up Mel said while trying rub the sleep out of her eye." I stuck my tongue out at her and in return she flicked me off. " Fuck you too hun . I said. " So whats for breakfast Jazzy asked?" " Umm Erin wants to take us out for breakfast , so lets grab our stuff and hurry up or else we will miss breakfast". I said in a mellow tone. They all looked at me and smiled. Spill the damn beans boo"!! Mel said. Ok i said "He met me at Rickyys smoothie place yesterday and we just talked for a very long time." I said. " So are you guys a together now as boyfriend or girlfriend?" Sea asked. Umm no we aren't. Just friends for now. So are you guys ready yes or no cause i am getting hungry. I said. Yeah we can go. Ok follow me . We left my house , got into our cars and headed to the place.

Jacob p.o.v
Ugh I said looking at my swollen hand. My hand was purple and blue now. I didn't remember what happened last night . I closed my eyes to try and think of something better to distract me from being in pain. I thought about Pixie and what she might be going through. I was interrupted by my phone ringing. It was my mom calling. " Jacob you need to get home right now your father and I are very upset on the matter you got some girl pregnant. I told my mom I would be home soon as possible.We said our goodbyes and I hung up my phone. " Dude Congrats man your about to be a dad." " Thanks Rex ". " So how did Anna take it man". " Rex are you high right now I asked getting up from the couch. " Dude totally. One thing that hurts me is Rex is Sea boyfriend who is currently my ex girlfriend best friend . " Dude wanna hit before you go?" I took a second to think on the matter by that time I already knew my answer. " Na Rex , I am good got to get home to the parents. " " Whatever you say man". Rex said while taking a hit. I said my goodbyes and walked outside Rex house towards my car. Wonderful today couldn't get any better I said to myself while turning on my car and heading for home.

Pixie p.o.v.
I kept thinking to myself if I never meet Jacob , I would have never slept with him and I wouldn't be carrying his child. " Pixie Elizabeth Jones are listening to anything me and your father are telling you?" " Huh " " What wait what?" My .mother sighed in frustration as my dad shaked his head. " I can't believe you Pixie ". I heard my mother say as tears fall down her face. "We are a Christian believers and now you have shamed us , what do you think the church will say when they find out." " That our own daughter doesn't know how to close her darn legs and say no. My father said. " I zoned out again wondering what I would name my baby." Pixie "!! I looked at my parents. " I can't do this shawn my mother said. " Janessa relax . My father said. Can i please leave , I am not feeling good and I am tired?" " Go ahead dare. " "Ok mom and dad ". They looked at me one last time before I went upstairs and went under the covers I go.

After twenty minutes of driving me and the girls found the place Erin was talking about. I parked my car near the front of the place and waited for Mel to get here. When she found a parking spot right next to my car. I got out. I headed inside to see Erin already had a table for us. "Good Morning Anna" I couldn't help but smile today he wore a Gray shirt with black pants and white Vans. O did I mention he was wearing a white beenie. Ugh could he be any hottier. Umm are you just going to stare at him all day or are we going to eat some good old Scottish Breakfast" Jazzy asked. I looked at her and saw Mel,Sea and Jazzy smiling at me. " What a girl can't look I said. " Sweetheart you weren't looking you were eye dreaming him. Mel said. I couldn't help but blush at what she said. " So Erin , how did you find this place? " Well my Mom is from Scottland and so she wanted a place to come to eat that felt like home. So when my dad was in town for a meeting he found this place and so he told my mom. They are suppose to come here tomorrow to check this place out. " O so how come Eric has a British accent and you have a Scottish accent?" " Jazzy asked. " Well my dad is from Manchester United Kingdom and when me and brother were little I used to visit my moms parents in Scottland and Eric would stay with my dads parents. So as you can my Scottish accent is very thick. " " See Anna , you got a good one" Sea said. I gave her the death stare. " So ready to order Erin asked?" I know I am having the full breakfast." I said smiling . " Ah my lady sounds like you know how to eat like a real scott. " Erin said smiling. I will just go for pancakes Mel, Sea and Jazzy said in tone. I started laughing. You guys are so American. " After the waiter came back with our drinks we started talking again. " So Erin where are your glasses?" Sea asked On there way to my house. " Cool " Mel said. " O Anna are you going to get a harassment charge on Jacob? " Mel asked. I cough on my water. I looked at her with not now look. " What happened" Erin asked. " O Jacob came over to Anna house trying to explain whats been going on and how they should talk but Anna told him she doesn't want to hear it , so instead on Jacob leaving like she asked him to , he just walked into her house and trying to explain to how she should listen to him and fix what happened between them but instead he punched the wall but was like a inch way from Anna face. Jazzy said. I looked at my best friends and shook my head. " Are you ok though Anna" ? Erin asked.I looked at him yeah I' m fine I said . But deep down I knew it was lie. I wasn't ok , I was mad and hurt Jacob did what he did. " Earth to Anna " Erin said " Huh " I said snapping out of thoughts. " Your food is here". Erin said " O it is ". I looked down at my food and dug in. " Anna were sorry we didn't mean to put your business out there like that. " Its fine guys , it was bound to come out sooner or later right ". I said in harsh tone. " Excuse me , I need some air. I got up from the table and walked outside. " I unlocked my car and got in." I was crying now. Why the hell am I crying ? I thought to myself. I didn't notice a shadow was now by my window. I looked up see Erin was standing out side looking in. I sighed wiped away the tears and and opened my door. He just looked at me and instead of saying anything hugged me. I hugged him back . I need this . " Hey whatever your going through just know I am here for you . I smiled at him. I gave him a kiss on cheeck and in a suprise he kissed me. Not a cheeck kiss but a lip kiss . A kiss that was warm and welcoming. I smiled and pulled away. We walked back inside , holding hands.We let go of each other's hand and took our seat. " Anna we are truly sorry Erin spoke to us after you left and he said everytime we bring up Jacob its less chance you will open up to us about anything good or bad that happens in your life. " They all said together. " I forgive you guys, just please stop mentioning his name so I can move on and enjoy my life. " Ok well I think i need to get going the gym is calling my name. I said. May I join you Anna ?. I looked up at Erin and smiled sure I would love to have a workout partner. So LA fitness lets say a hour from now?" "Yeah sure thing.