Admire

Chapter 1

I sat by the door I always sat by, Not daring to make a peep or a sudden move as I slowly leaned my head on the cool wall of the school. This particular room was on the third floor of the large high school building, which no one would even think of going at this very hour, the lunch hour, Though it  was in fact my favorite time of school.

I sat there waiting for that beautiful familiar voice to fill the room as it did everyday. And  as soon as it did I hummed quietly as the voice calmed me, This voice was my drug, the thing that keeps me from ditching school and leaving this shitty town for good.

If your wondering why I'm here, I'll tell you... At exactly 12:30 every day (The beginning of the lunch period) I would come to this exact spot and sit on the wall by the door. And at exactly 12:35 he sings strumming his guitar as i sit outside the door and admire his angelic voice. It would be creepy to say
I stalk him at this hour, But unfortunately I do, The bad habit started last year, Around October....

*Flashback*

I strolled threw the unfamiliar hallway, Not feeling well enough to go to lunch and get beaten up again my the preps and wanna be's, It was tiring really, Getting bullied by everyone, I wouldn't mind beating one of those bitches up if it didn't cost my degree for collage. I let out a sigh as i reached the end of the dim lit hallway, most of the sunlight from the windows seeping in lighting the mysterious halls, I heard a stream of laughter as i approached a room, the bright sunlight seeped from under the door crack.

I scrunched my eyebrows as I made my way closer and closer to the windowless door, not daring to go in, So i just stood there.

"Hello there, The angel from my nightmare 

The shadow of the background of the mourg

The unsuspecting victim

The darkness in the valley 

We can live like jack and sally if want" 

I stopped in my tracks feeling myself become calm and settled as I pushed my back against the wall and listened.

That voice... who was it? Of course I realized it was a boy as soon as the words of 'I miss you' by blink 182 flooded my mind span, But weird enough the voice made me feel safe, Like nothing could ever hurt me. 

*flashback end*

And from there on out everyday at this time, I would come to this place and just sit against the wall until the unknown voice would sing.

This person, was my getaway from reality. My getaway from the preps and jocks who would bully me after school today, And most of all... My getaway from loneliness.

I sat there that hour just listening before I heard the strum of the guitar stop and the stool screech on the ground telling me the unknown boy got up "That's my cue the go"  I whispered making sure only I could hear.

I stood up quietly pasting down the hall, Before swiftly shuffling down the stairs

I huffed before sliding past the room door of science and sitting in the back of my room by the window.

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5 minutes later 1 familiar ass walks in, taking the seats about 2 chairs in front of me, In his little posse of friends little 'group'. his hair a different exotic color from what he had last week. I roll my eyes before feeling a slight tap on my shoulder, looking up to see my two bestfriends in the world "Hey Luke, Calum" I say fist bumping them as Luke sits in front of me and Calum sitting on my right. 

"looks like Michael went from being a 'neon pink princess' to "punk smurf' I let out a chuckle at Calum's comment. We give Michael new names to match his hair every few weeks, knowing he changes it every few weeks. god i hate him, He's been my bully ever sense freshman year.

Why? because of the stupid idiots he hangs out with, making him believe I was a worthless loser, which he successfully made me believe.

"Scar why weren't you at lunch? i swear you haven't been sense like sophomore year" He groans in confusion.

"Yea seriously scarlet, We never know where you go" Calum points out from Luke's comment,

I quickly make up a lie so they don't know I go to the third floor secretly "Uummmm, I go to the... library! I say proud of my excuse, Letting out a huff.

"The  library?" Calum raises an eyebrow 

"That's where you'll find me!" I sqeeked out sounding less suspicious. 

"ok, ok whatever" Luke chuckles a little, Believing my lie for now.

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I dragged a delicate hand threw my straitened hair, I ditched Luke and Calum as soon as the bell ringed so i could escape a beaten from Michael by leaving school ten minutes before anyone did.

I walked on the sidewalk making my way home about a 10 minute walk from school, which scared my to walk faster so Michael wouldn't catch me.

To late, I thought as a familiar hand gripped my shoulder, And not in a friendly maner i might say. 

I was forcefully whipped around as i spun on the heels of my converse meeting a pair of dull emerald eyes. 

"And where the hell do you think your going michael cave me a snarl look"

"H-home" i studderd out knowing why michael was here 

"C'mon babe" he sickly smiled as an old couple walked by, probably thinking we were a couple are selves.

"C'mon now" he grabbed my hand tightly walk down the street after hear a few 'awes' from the old couple, followed by 'young love'.

I rolled my eyes before I directed my eyes to michael who was heading to an abondond building. 

"What the hell are you doing?!" yelled trying to free my hand from micheals strong grip 

when we entered the house he pulled me to an old sofa.

Then he did something that completely caught me off guard.

Michael Gordon Clifford. my bully. my pain. the person i hate the most pulled me onto his lap.

He stuffed his head into the crook of my neck as i tensed uncomfortably.

"Michael what the hell are doing? get off me!" I squirmed, Making him tighten his grip. I then felt warn liquid run down my back down, my shirt, not paying attention I struggled getting out, Not being successful. "Please... just stay" he finally spoke into my neck, His warm breath hitting my neck, soon I relaxed and leaned back.

What the actual Fuck?

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