Pacify me. Sanctify my authenticity. Place me in orbit empty of all judgement and ignorance. Yet, full of complete understanding where all within have reached the highest peak of intuition. Let my brilliance radiate through my flesh. Satisfy my desire to transcend the barriers of intellect and creativity. Erase all fear of attention. Allow me to introduce my balance achieved, toppled and regained more accurately or maybe on another level. Do not question my integrity, my sincerity, my passionate inquiry. Think no more of regret for my Xanax induced delirium comforts as a single moment extends to time indefinite. Those were the days or should I say nights. Silence was golden valued far above the metal itself. Such a slave to passion I was! Back to the present. Busy bees swarm around my head and under my feet stinging at my heels. Family obligations peck at my solace and nip at my solitude. But alas, I am content. Fixed happiness at the expense of a wanderer's dream.