Oh
My
God.
Grayson and Ethan were coming to stay with us, with me!! Where will they sleep?
Me and Grayson sharing a bed together popped into my head for a split second. Is is bad that i thought of it? I mean who could blame me..
I immediately thought of Charlie and how this wasn't fair on him, but me and Grayson are in the past and this is only temporary whereas me and Charlie could be something new and he will be here with me when Grayson goes back home.
I was so confused and my head was spinning, i didn't know what to do with all this information.
"Where will they be stopping?" I asked my parents.
"In the spare bedroom, they will share".
My heart sunk a little.
I feel so awful for Charlie, the way i'm feeling right now, just isn't fair on him.
I'm not sure if it's just nerves, as well as confusion, but all of these feelings that i cannot control are so overwhelming and i can't stop them.
All of these possibilities that are just flowing through my mind, and i can't stop them.
I'm going to see him again.
I'm going to see Grayson again.
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hi guys, been a while😅 just a liccle update for you, i know it's so short but i'm gonna try my best to start updating regularly again.
I'll write them in bulks so i can post a few chapters at a time. Think i'm going to have to re read this again to recap!!
Thanks, court
