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"It...it.....just.....ju...st.....just...cam.....came....came...to....me......andI.......just.......su....den......suddenly realized that I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH HIM"
Wait what did I just do. I just confessed proudly. Well it's not a lie but it's still embarrassing. Gosh........

"Heheheehe" Jennifer giggled "Eve you have really fallen in love with him didn't you" she smiled at me

I smiled back at her " I guess"

"Let's celebrate"

"Celebrate??? What do you mean Jennie?" I asked her

"Well it's the first time you falling in love so we got to celebrate this moment"

I giggled

"Let's celebrate after school. How about a steak dinner?"Jennie suggested

"Sorry Jennie I can't. I got some works to do"

"Awwwww. What do you mean? How can we not celebrate this moment..."

"Sorry I really can't. I can't. I got some work to do...maybe next time"

__________. All the class finished and it was finally go home
"Bye Eve vif
"Bye Jennie Winnie"
We both laughed and waved goodbyes
As I walked I just kept feeling guilty about lying to Jennifer. I actually lied To Jennifer. I had nothing to do, i needed sometime alone. I didn't know what was happening to me. I wanted to sort out some things struggling inside me. I went to small hill near my house as it was close to my house and as there was no people there.

As soon I reached up at the top I dropped my bag and stretched my hands vertical and took a deep breath
" what is happening with me" I thought
"I know I can't have him but still knowing the fact and still loving him is making me really sad. It hasn't even been a week since I saw him in the television, it just have been a day and I love him so much as if I know him very well and could die for him. The fact that he doesn't even know I exist is making me really sad but the fact that I can't have him makes me more sad. Why am I being like this? Even after knowing the facts why am I still like this? How am I really sure that I am totally into him not as a fan? Why do I want to meet him in reality? Why am I so desperate for him? I know I have fallen for him but I didn't knew it was to this extend. Why am I being like this? Why is my first love an unrequited love? Does my luck really rotted that my first love is an unrequited one?""

I hit my face really hard " I can't be like this. Yes. Eve I am pretty sure you will get over him soon. Let's just concentrate on studies and your goal"
I went bit further and shouted " Eve! Let's just get over him and study hard"
*phone rings*
"Hello"
Phone
"Eve where are you?"
"Mom I am on my way I will be home soon"
Phone(mom)
"Okay be fast"
I hung up the phone and ran as fast as I could.
____home
"I am home" I shouted
"Welcome home Eve" my mom welcomed me " so how was your day at school
Ahhhh..... school I obliviously had my worst day but I cannot say to her can I?
"Same"
"Get yourself washed. I will get the dinner ready"
"Okay mom"I kissed her cheek and went to my room

"Ahhh... Eve get hold of your self" I told my self
"Just admit you too fell in love" Billie pushes my door

"Billie there's a thing called knock."

" I know. Sorry just got bit excited. You fell in love with Hyonje too didn't you ?"

"What....!!!"

"Come on Eve it's obvious that you too had become his fan. Just admit it instead of holding your pride. Who knows then you might be able to get hold of you self" Billie giggled

"Ha-ha-ha you got me" I said awkwardly "Now go back to your room. I will see you at dinner huh" and I pushed her away and locked my door

Thank goddness she only think it's a fan love

"Again the fan love huh. I wish it was as simple as fan love then the thing would have been a lot easier for me" I sighed and went to take a bath
_____dinner table

"Mom, dad, did you know Eve fell in love" Billie said as she took a spoonful of rice

"What!!!' I bursted out
Both my parents were speechless and just stared at me

"Yes, there is a boy who is a TikTok muser and is very famous these days. She fell in love with him. I am pretty sure she is more crazier fan than I am" Billie continued

I smiled at my parents awardly putting a tomato inside my mouth.
My parents also smiled at me awkwardly. Guess they were bit uncomfortable when they heard I was in love.
Gosh that Billie. Never knows when to stop.
______dinner scene ends. Eve in her room laying down over her bed and scrolling over the feeds.

"Ahhh....Hyonje why does it have to be you......ahhhh can't think about him" I palm slapped myself and decided to sleep
When I was about to sleep my phone beeped. It was a message from Jennie. I unlocked my phone and and read the message

Jennie love:
Hhtp//instagram//peace_hyonje.....,
Check the link above

Was what in the message Jennie send me

I clicked on the link and to my surprise it was Hyonje's ig account. I scrolled down his post and saw his cute picture that made me nothing but happy
I saved some of his most amazing pictures and made it my lock and home screen. I replied back to Jennie: thank you. Good night. I will see you at school tomorrow.

I smiled at myself and whispered " I got something new that belongs to him. Post more photos Hyonje-kun"

WELL I AM GLAD THE DAY ENdED WELL

AlL iS wELl ThAt EnDS WeLl

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