Realisation

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"Should I just follow him back"
The thought just made me more confused and I wasn't able to sleep at all. My heart wanted to follow him back desperately but my mind sang another thing, it just kept on saying " don't follow back it's weird" ahhhh..... what should I do... it's already 1:24 am and I am still awake. There was nothing better to do so I decided to watch some video on TikTok. I typed hyonje1717 and he came upon the the screen.
————as soon as I played his latest video my heart started to hurt, beat very faster and I wanted to scream very loud but I could not, if I did every one would wake up...
I couldn't hold up my scream anymore so I pressed my face hard on my pillow and screamed I felt so happy just seeing him smile and just kept re watching the video
What is happening with me? The thought struck me
Heart pain, happiness after seeing someone, heart beating fast are the symptoms of love as I heard from my friends
Did I just fall in love? .............
I think I am in love
Hyonje I think I have fallen in love with you

The thought made me blush very hard and me without knowing fell asleep.

——morning
"Oie, Eve, Eve wake up" my mom hit me on my back trying to wake me up " it's already 7:30. You will be late for your school"

"7:30!!!!!!! Oh my gosh!!!!! I am gonna be late for school" I hurriedly waked up and tied my hair " what happened to the alarm clock that I set at 6:30. Did someone turned it off when I was asleep"

"Who would do that? You probably didn't hear the alarm. Here catch this towel and go wash yourself"my mom threw me my towel and I rushed towards the bathroom to get my self washed before going to school

I was so rushed that I finished washing in 10 minutes. I hurriedly wore my uniforms,took my bag and went downstairs to have breakfast but as soon as I was about to eat; " ti tit ti tit ti tit" my phone alarm clock rang, it was time for me to head out

" sorry. Can't eat. Got to go to the school" I stood up and headed towards the exit door

" Eve wait for me. Let's go together" my sister called me.

"Can't. Sorry Billie" I replied and ran as fast as I could
After some time I slowed down my pace and started walking. I took out my phone from my pocket and connected earphone in my ears and opened TikTok and typed hyonje1717 again.
I was not able to get him out of my mind and wanted to see him badly.
I wanted him to show automatically so finally i decided to follow him back so I didn't had to type again and again

"Eve!!!!!!" Someone shouted from my back
"Ahhhh....." I looked back and saw Jennifer " Jennifer heartfilia you scared me to dead" I said to her in a formal manner. She just laughed

"So Eve what were you grinning about"

"No I wasn't"

"You were. You were looking at you your phone and grinning a lot you know"

I blushed instantly

"Well to be honest" I felt I should just tell her as she was my best friend and she told me her secret too "Jennie.... I think I...I..... fell in lo...lo....ve....." I sighed

"What!!!!!!" Jennie shouted

"Shhhh...... *sign* I think I have fallen in love Jennie"

" Really, the girl who never ever had fallen in love and had no interest had fallen in love!!!!! Congrats Eve vif *giggles* so who is that guy? Where did you met him? Does he loves you back?"

"Love me back!!!! I don't even think he knows I exist in this world" I sighed and looked down

"What's his name?" Jennie shrugged my shoulder.

"Hyonje..."

"Hyonje!!!!!!! Don't tell me he is the one who is very famous in TikTok right now"

"Yeah he is the one"

"Then it's more like a fan thing not love"

"A fan thing.... I don't think it is."

"Eve I will just be honest. He is way too famous. He is just out of reach. You know there is already an rumor that he is now in movie industry now, he will just become more out of reach you know *sigh* can't believe your first love is someone who is someone who only the luckiest one will get"

I looked down sadly "I know. Thank you for being honest" and then I looked up tryna stop my tears

"Eve...." Jennifer hit my shoulder gently "don't be sad Eve. It's a big world, you will get someone better then him someday"

I smiled at Jennifer " let's run to school and whoever loses shall treat with a can juice" and I ran as fast I could so that I don't lose.

"Is he really that far away that I cannot hold him " I thought as I continued to run
—- after few minutes

As expected I arrived first

" Jennie don't forget the can juice"
The teacher came in started the class

——all the classes till the lunch break finished and it is now lunch break and Eve and Jennifer were near the vending machine drinking a can juice

"When did you start using TikTok. You are always stuck with safari usually. Learning new things happening around the world" Jennie asked

"My sister is a fan of him and she was watching a show where he was invited and she said he was a TikTok muser and I downloaded TikTok" I replied

"How did you find his account. I am pretty sure you didn't know his user account"

I sighed and replied " long story Jennie don't ask"

"What more do you know about him besides him being a TikTok muser"

"Hmm..." I looked at her with big eyes

Jennie laughed at my face
"Don't tell me you fell in love without knowing anything about him Eve."

I smiled at Jennifer weirdly and awkwardly

"Are you really sure that it's not a fan love thing" Jennie asked

"Hm...... I am telling you it's not like that"I replied

"How did you know that you totally loved him like in man and women relationship when you didn't even fall in love before?"Jennie raised one of her eyebrow

"It...it.....just.....ju...st.....just...cam.....came....came...to....me......andI.......just.......su....den......suddenly realized that I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH HIM"

A/N:
Woah I have finally published my very own fanfic
I am sorry if there are lots of Grammar and spelling mistakes
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Look forward for the upcoming chapters as there will be lots of drama, twist, fluffy things happening in the upcoming chapters

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