Chapter 7

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Sorry yall its been a super busy week for me. 

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"Love wake up." I hear a bradford accent whisper into my ear. I giggle slightly and open my eyes. 

"I CALL SHOWER FIRST!" I scream loudly and run into the bathroom. 

"Fine but we have an hour before we meet them downstairs to have breakfast and then we have an interview and then the first UAN concert!" I smile and head into the bathroom. I quickly strip of all of my clothes not bothering to look at myself in the mirror because I know I would pick out every flaw I have and trust me I have a ton. I finish taking my shower and wrap myself in the puffy white towel I open the door and Zayn blushes. 

"You look great." 

I blush but I knew it was a lie. He speeds past me and I already hear the shower running. I change into my black lace thong, and mathing bra. To be honest I have no clue why i have a thong. My eyes catch a floor length mirror. I scan my body. Imperfect, my cheekbones are to pointy, my nose pretrudes from my face for gods sake I'm like Ponicheoo. My hips are too wide, Im too curvy worst of all the scars. The wrod mine is engraved in my stomach and my back is even worse. Stop this isn't good for you, but its too late Im already in tears. I hear a gasp behind me and I don't even bother turning around. I knew it was Zayn. 

'Babe.." He whispers in my ear bringing me into a close hug. 

"You deserve someone who doesn't burst out crying." I say shakily. Its true he needs somebody strong. 

"Yes and that will be you, I will help you." He whispers and then kisses my temple. 

"Go lay on the bed." HE commands. My back straightens up and my face pales. What no?

"Im not going to hurt babe, Im going to help make those scars go away. " he says reading me like a book. I nod and lay down on my back. Zayn goes and grabs some bottle of medicine and walks over to me. He straddles my stomach. Well this is awkward, oh yeah did I mention he was shirtless... 

'Are you comfortable?" He asks. 

"Yeah just go." 

I feel his cold hands on my stomach and he traces the word mine. I also have some scars on my breast.... This is going to be super awkward. He looks at my seeing the scars that are above my bra but are still on my chest. 

"Do I have permission?" He asks. 

I mean he isn't Ryan right? Zayn would never do something like that. His hands touch you know, and I take a deep breath in. 

"Sorry, is something wrong? Are you ok?" 

I giggle, "No." 

"Now flip over." I follow his orders and I do. I can almost feel him smirking, 'Babe you are beautiful." 

Yup he is looking at my bum isn't he. 

"Are you looking at my bum?" 

"Pffttt why would you say that?" He says while rubbing  the ointment on my back. 

"Umm will you undo my ermm.." 

"yeah babe trust me." I feel my bra unsnap and he traces all of the scars that would be covered by my bra strap. He finishes and then re hooks it and turns me around. 

"We will have to do this every so often." He says looking into my eyes.  I smile, "Thank you." I peck his nose and then walk away to go get dressed. He smirks, "Aren't you forgetting something?" He asks. I smile, "Nope." I change into a pencil skirt and a white blouse. He pecks my lips before grabbing my hand. 

"No remember we aren't telling them, I'm not ready." He nods. I smile back at him. 

"HEY GUYS!" Louis screams once we reach the buffet line. I roll my eyes. whatever. Eleanor and Danielle (Im keeping Danielle in the story because I am a Payzer shipper and I honestly have no clue and im so confused whats going on so ya.) smiling at me. 

"Hey." I say awkwardly sitting down. 

'How was Zayn?" Danielle asks teasing me. 

"Not funny." I grab a bagel and wolf it down. Our normal girl chatter taking up most of the time. 

"Cmon gals." Niall says we climb into the black van. Surprisenly there were no fans today. Hmm. I shoot Zayn a quick look and mouth Go Along with it. He nods and I lean my head on Nialls shoulder and Zayn looks away.

Sorry this is short but Im super busy and this is a filler but there will be drama in a few more chapters wahaha

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