Best Friends with Eleanor Calder

Chapter 23

I sigh and lean over slapping the alarm button down. I look over to my left to see a naked Zayn sleeping next to me. YES FOR ALL YOU PERVS OUT THERE WE HAD MAKEUP SEX AND IT WAS AMAZING! He looks so funny when he sleeps. His eyelashes touched his face perfectly. I sigh. I need a shower but I want to take a bath. YAY!

(A/N GUYS JENNA MARBLES JUST TWEETED ME I CAN'T BREATE OK?! back to the story).

I like bath and it's a good way to soothe the muscles. Especially after last night, if you know what I mean. I quickly pull the hot covers off my body and my body is all sweaty ewww. I scurry into the bathroom since the cold air hit my skin. I turn on the water and put in bubble solution. Of you don't take bubble baths then I judge you. I take out my phone.

16 new messages....

Eleanor😘: HEY HEY DID U TALK TO ZAYN?!

OMG I SAW THE PICTURES YAAYYY

COURRRTTNEEEYYY ANSWER ME!

I laugh and send her back a :).

Skylar: have you talked with Zayn?

Saw the pictures, must have talked with him

I smile.

Louis: OMG OMG Y'ALL ARE SO CAAAYYYUUUTTTTE OMG

ps use protection.

I laugh and shut off my phone. I'm too lazy to go through the rest of my texts. I climb into the scalding water. I sigh and lean my head back in the water. I should've let Zayn explain. Just to think how far I've come from Ryan, he seems like a distant memory but he's still there. Zayn has helped me heal and as cheesy at this sounds, he's a part of me. I smile to myself and dunk my hair under the water. I quickly finish up my bath and wrap a towel around me. I drag my brush trough my hair not really caring. I look at myself in the mirror. I have black circles under my eyes, but I look more refreshed then the last few weeks. I sigh and pull a robe around my shoulders and hook up my hair dryer. I run the dryer through my hair. I comb in and then open my robe.

"Hey babe." I hear a gruff voice say. Zayn. I gasp and blush and quickly re tie my robe.

He chuckles and pecks my lips.

"Zayn please leave." I grumble.

He laughs,"Why love? I enjoy your state right now?" He was referring to the fact I was wearing nothing. I let out a humph and move past him.

He raises an eyebrow and opens his mouth to speak. The reason why I don't want him to see me like this is cause I also you know cut on my stomach.

A/N IM HEAR OK ALWAYS!

I continue walking until his voice stops me.

"I know you are hiding something." He states. Shit shit think of something quick.

"I umm don't know what your talking about." I stutter out. DAMMIT Courtney now uhhhhh. Gosh he knows something's up.

"You can tell me anything." He whispers walking closer to me and pulling me into a hug. That's when I loose it.

"Zayn yo-ou don't -und-d-rst-and."

He looks at me to continue to speak.

"You wouldn't want me to tell you." I blubber out. he wraps his arm around me and leads me to the bed. You see you may be thinking that we had done it last night so he saw it but it was dark.he takes my hand and rubs tiny little circles around it. He reaches for my robe but I dont give up a fight. He unties it and he sees.

not only me fully exposed but everything in between.

All the scars

Marks

That I have made on my self.

"These are new Courtney."He whispers putting his hand under my chin. I sniffle and look down.

"Courtney did you do this?" He asks softly.

I don't respond but I burst into sobs. That was his answer.a big old fat yes.

He starts crying,"I'm so sorry I did this, it's all my fault." he wails.

I shake my head,"You did it to protect me."

He sniffles,"I'm so so sorry bear."

I pull his chin close to me and softly kiss him.

"Babe let's get going." I say changing subjects. He nods and get up to go change. I smile,"zaynie?"

"Yeah bear?" He replies.

"Can you get me some clothes?"

He nods tossing me a huge sweatshirt, t shirt and sweatpants. I laugh oh the fans are in for a good one. I quickly change into the clothes and pull my hair back into a ponytail.

Zayn turns around and burst out laughing.

"Geez there goes my self confidence." I joke.

"Baby I'm do sorry I-"Zayn says.

I laugh,"Chill Zayn I was joking."

He smirks,"Babe you look like we had sex."

"Well sorry I didn't bring clothes." I retort.

He chuckles and pecks my lips,"I love you."

"I love you too" he grabs his duffel and my hand and leads us out of the room and into the crowd of people. I hear a few remarks regarding what I looked like but ignored them. Zayn leads us into his car and speeds off towards our building.

He helps me out and grab my hand and leads me to our flat shared with the guys excluding Liam and Danielle since they had their own flat.

"HOW WAS THE MAKEUP SEX?!" Louis screams. I feel my cheeks heat up. Everyone is at the flat including Paul.

I ignore Louis and give everyone a hug. Maddy has seemed to grown a but bigger from the last time I saw her.

"Maddy I missed you."

she smiles and pecks my cheek.

This is where I belong, this is my family.

YAY END OF CHAPTER THIS WAS LONG AND SORRY FOR TYPOS CUZ I TYPED

THIS ON MY IPOD