ethan convinced me to come to vidcon i rolled my eyes just thinking about it
i wish we just stayed home instead watching movies and eating snacks but nooooo
we're in our hotel now ethan and i shared a room since neither of us wanted to be alone when we called and asked for two beds the lady messed up and now we're sharing a king size
it's cool though cause he keeps me warm
i'm still not sure how i feel about him we for sure have something but i'm not sure if we're just really good friends or something more....
also jabez is at vidcon too whoopie please note my sarcasm
i'm not ready for all the questions it hurts my head just thinking about it...
ethan was still asleep so i called room service still not ready to see everyone
while i waited i chose out an outfit ethan and i are lowkey twining we decided it'd be easier to find eachother like that if we got separated
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i decided we'd wear this i pulled out his clothes for him and laid it on the bed
someone knocked on the door and i rushed to the door assuming it was the food
as i opened it the guys pushed the cart in and as i was closing the door i saw jabez walking past our eyes locked and a tear fell out of my eye i quickly closed the door and wiped my tear and ate my food
ethan woke up soon after and rubbed his eyes he looked shocked and quickly came over to me
"y/n why are you crying" he asked really concerned
i didn't even realize i was still crying i wiped my tears and just hugged him
"i saw him" i said kinda whimpering
"it'll be okay" he said rubbing my back
i felt safe.
i lifted my head from his shoulder and held his sm face in my hands
"thank you ethan, and i really mean it i don't know what'd i'd be doing right now if you didn't help me after everything happened" i said tears still dripping from my face
he wiped them with his thumb
and you won't believe what happened next
HE KISSED ME JESUS H. CHRIST....
i kissed back and this kiss was so different from any other i've ever had which was only jabez and this boy that kissed me when i was in kindergarten
things are definitely going to be different now.
sorry this is short but i couldn't really sleep so i decided to write 👽 also i really recommend watching euphoria and teen wolf too really amazing shows 🥰
and i'm sorry for not updating sooner i really only go on this app to write or occasionally read some story's
