Thinking of you

Chapter 11

Katy's P.O.V

Were finally able to leave and Lucy still was weak and couldn't do much for herself. Seeing her like that killed me. She didn't look like her old chirpy self, something was different. Was it something her father did? I had to talk to her.

"Lucy, are you alright? You don't seem yourself... Im worried about you. Did your father do anything?" She said nothing. All I saw was a tear roll down her face. I engulfed her in my arms. She just completely broke down. She isnt the strong girl that she seemed. She is a broken vunerable girl, scared of what society is. We stayed like this for what seemed like hours. Her sobs subsided and her breathing became slow and she was asleep. I laid her down and covered us both with her blanket. She couldn't be alone, not now. I feel like something has happened.

Lucy's P.O.V

I couldn't take this anymore. Waking up and seeing his face. It was too much for me to handle. The things he did. See my father is a sick man. Whilst he took me, he invited round his friends and they all took their turns raping and beating me. Calling me worthless, telling me i didn't deserve Katy's troubles. The sad thing is, I believe them.

Before i knew it, im in the bathroom picking up the blade, twirling it through my fingers. It's been almost a year since i have been clean. The cold metal felt so reassuring against my skin, knowing that this was my escape, a way to release the pain and anger. The next thing i knew, i had blood dripping from 6 slices on my wrist. The total amount of years that I had been a screw-up in my dads eyes. The blood dripping felt so good. There was a sudded knock on the door. I quickly cleaned myself up and slipped on my giant jumper. I sat down on my bed and Katy came in. She stared talking and i felt tears run down my face. I had just relived the memories. Every night for the past few weeks, i had woken up to the grimacing face of my father. I broke down completely in Katy's arms. I felt like a burden to her. I had to get away from her. He had got it into my head that Katy doesnt want me and Im better off dead. She will be better off without my problems...

Guys im so sorry i havent updated. It had just slipped my mind. I know, again its a short chapter but im planning on this only being a short story. So not too many more chapters to go. I have now got over 200 reads... Its crazy. Thanks guys, remember read, comment and vote <3