Hoyeon's POV
Two words.
Hot seat.
I can feel my face burn as Jisung looked at me intensely while Jihoon was sending me a 'are you going to say it?' look. I looked down and bit my lip.
"Nah," I faked a chuckle. I looked up and Jihoon's eyes were wide. "Maybe I have a little crush on you." I said and motioned my thumb and index finger.
Jisung nodded. "Wah, really? I don't really believe Mom saying I'm handsome." I want to slap him so hard his head will fall off because he is handsome beyond my standards, and my standards is fucking high class, so is his face.
"Don't say that. You're handsome." Jisung smirked and I want to diggah tunah and hide because it's way too intense that my mind is abusing it. "Do you mean it?" I nodded without thinking twice.
"Am I not handsome?" Jihoon asked and pouted. Jisung and I shook our heads. He sent us glares and folded his arms cutely.
A knock came on the door. It opened and there was Jisung's nurse. She bowed to us. "Oh, good morning. I'm here to deliver Mr. Park's breakfast." She said and pushed the cart next to Jisung's bed.
She bowed again before she left the room. Jihoon helped Jisung face to the cart that has his breakfast on it. I wanted to help him, too, but I was anxious, or I can't help myself and will kiss him completely.
"Did you guys eat?" Jisung asked. Jihoon and I nodded. He gave us a smile and pointed at his food. "Don't mind if I eat?" We both shook our heads instantly. "This is your room. Make yourself comfortable."
"You know I don't like hospitals." He said and started eating his breakfast. Jihoon and I looked at each other. I'm surprised that wasn't erased from his memory. But anyway, he can remember when he was twelve and younger by that age.
I cleared my throat. "I'll use the comfort room." I said and went to the said room inside Jisung's. Thankfully, I didn't have to go to hallways before I can reach the comfort room.
I stayed there for a while and tried to collect myself. All those words he said hurts so much.
"This is all my fault.." I repeated for the millionth time and another batch of tears made its way down my cheeks. I should have listened to him. I should have let him explain his side.
I'm so selfish.
He never lied to me. He even swore it that he won't. I didn't listen. What the fuck was wrong with me? I'm the most dumbest bitch walking on the earth.
"I'm so sorry, Jisung.." I covered my face and sobbed, hiccups escaping my mouth. "I should have never doubted your love for me."
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Jisung's POV
"I'll use the comfort room." Hoyeon suddenly said and went to the said room, which is only inside my hospital room. I continued eating and I heard a beeping noise from Jihoon hyung.
He took his phone outside his pocket. "Let me just answer this call." He said. I nodded and he went outside.
As I was chewing my ramen, I heard crying from the comfort room. I stopped eating and it was Hoyeon.
What's happening to her? She's been crying every now and then. I heard from Jisoo noonah she cries over the boy she loves twenty-four seven.
She must be through a lot.
I heard her say some things, but I couldn't figure it out. I was gonna go back to what I was doing when she said, "I'm so sorry, Jisung.."
What did she do that I should forgive her? Man, that driver who hit me really made me forget my memories, huh?
My eyes widened after what she said next.
"I should have never doubted your love for me."
My heart was beating so fast. I thought my head was gonna hurt because it might be a memory, but it didn't.
I stood up from my bed and went to the comfort room. I slowly opened the door and she was there, a damsel in distress.
She looked and sounded so.. sad, like this problem was too heavy for her to handle alone.
I bent down and hugged her.. tight. She might have Jihoon hyung, Jisoo noonah and the rest of her friends but maybe they can't feel what she feels. Her pain must be unbearable.
I rubbed her back gently. "It's okay," I whispered in the most soothing voice I could let out. "It's gonna be okay.." She wrapped her arms around my neck and cried on my shoulder.
I let her. I don't want her to feel alone.
"Everything is gonna be alright, even though there are things that you still have to face. For now the future is not yet bright, and it is for you to brace." I quoted. I made that short poem last night.
It's for her because I feel sad when I see her eyes all bulged and tired.
I know all she wanted is to have the person she loves back in her arms.
"I should have never doubted your love for me."
I remembered what she said.
Maybe..
Maybe I am the person that she loves?
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A/N:
cutting it off short cause im feeling emo and i cant go on. i almost cried? lmao anyway, thank yall for reading and i hope you enjoyed this sad chapter!
-BAEHYUCKS
