Oh Brothers

chapter 3

just letting yall know this chaper talks a bit about a period so if you don't feel comfortable with it i'll let you know when it's safe.

After telling Nicki everything that happened she explained to me that it's something called mensuration but girls usually call it a period. it's when a girl bleeds from her down there for about a week every month. then she continued to give me the talk about boys and that stuff that i'm not ready for but she told me that's why i have a period is so i can have kids. once she was finished talking she brings 2 boxes of things out of her bag and gave them to me.
"ok so these are pads" she said pointing to one box
"and these are tampons" she said pointing to the other.
"usually girls you age would use pads but since you do ballet i think you need tampons just for classes then you can change to pads." she explains to me. i honestly don't even know how to use this tampon. it's not something you talk about with a house full of boys.
"how do you even use it?" i asked her. it looked like a stick. Nicki explained to me how to use it and i freaked out man. that sounds like it hurts!! after freaking out she said she would help me. it may sound weird but she's like a sister so it wasn't really weird to us. after i got the tampon it it wasn't that bad. it was fine. it doesn't hurt it just feels weird. anyways she told me what to do and how long to wear the stuff and that i can't flush pads but i can flush tampons but not the weird plastic part. and then she gave me midole and boy that made me feel so much better. it's like advil but wayyyyy better. once i was all situated with everything we went back downstairs.

ok it's safe now

once we got back downstairs all my brothers were sitting in the living room and when i walked it they looked over and stared at me
"what?! would you stop looking at me like i'm an alien!" i snapped at them. it must be that PMS thing Nicki told me about. they all looked surprised but then looked away. Jackson was the first to speak
"are you ready to go to you fitting?" oh shoot! i forgot about that!
"umm give me like 10 minutes" and with that i ran upstairs. the first thing i didn't was put on a Nirvana band tee that used to be Damon's and a pair of black skinning jeans and my black vans. the. i went to my bathroom and put on deodorant and a bit of perfume and makeup. i don't wear a lot of makeup bc my brothers day it cover up the "natural beauty". i then brushed my teeth and put some wax on my bitten braces since they were bothering me today. i ran a brush threw my hair and but it in a side braid. i looked at myself in the mirror and thought i looked good enough. i went back in my bedroom grabbed a purse and put a couple of tampons in it along with my lip gloss and phone. i went back downstairs where everyone was waiting for me.
"let's go" and with that everyone got up and went to either jackson's car or Damon's. i was in a car with Jackson and the triplets. cole, kyle, and cameron. in the other car was Damon, Noah, and Greyson.
"can we play billy eilish? please?"
"ugh fine"
"yay" i am a HUGE billy eilish fan and my brothers have to put up with it but oh well. when they put a billy eilish station on off of spotify, the first song that came on was one of my favorites form her album "when we all fall asleep where do we go" came on. it's called "my strange addition" and i love this song. and i love it even more because it has the office playing on the background in some of the song. of course i had to sing along. i even sang the parts the the office had.

No, Billie, I haven't done that dance since my wife died
There's a whole crowd of people out there who need to learn how to do the Scarn
Don't ask questions you don't wanna know
Learned my lesson way too long ago
To be talking to you, belladonna
Shoulda taken a break, not an oxford comma
Take what I want when I wanna
And I want ya
Bad, bad news
One of us is gonna lose
I'm the powder, you're the fuse
Just add some friction
You are my strange addiction
You are my strange addiction
My doctors can't explain
My symptoms or my pain
But you are my strange addiction
I'm really, really sorry
I think I was just relieved to see that Michael Scarn got his confidence back
Yeah, Michael, that movie is amazing
It's like, one of the best movies I've ever seen in my life
Deadly fever, please don't ever break
Be my reliever 'cause I don't self medicate
And it burns like a gin and I like it
Put your lips on my skin and you might ignite it
Hurts, but I know how to hide it, kinda like it
Bad, bad news
One of us is gonna lose
I'm the powder, you're the fuse
Just add some friction
You are my strange addiction
You are my strange addiction
My doctors can't explain
My symptoms or my pain
But you are my strange addiction
Bite my glass, set myself on fire
Can't you tell I'm crass?
Can't you tell I'm wired?
Tell me "Nothing lasts"
Like I don't know
You could kiss my as-king about my motto
You should enter it in festivals
Or carnivals
Thoughts?
Pretty good reaction
Pretty cool, right?
You are my strange addiction
You are my strange addiction
My doctors can't explain
My symptoms or my pain
But you are my strange addiction
Did you like it? Did you like that?
Um, which part?

I know i kinda have a problem. my brothers kinda just looked at me the whole time like i was on drugs. except Jackson because he was driving but i'm sure if he wasn't he would looked at me weird too. since the station is just sings. y billy eilish or song with her in them one of my absolute favorites came on. i have a lot of favorites but what can i say, i like her music. anyways the song that came one was bellyache and boy let me tell you. i even like actually sang this song not just messing around like i sang this song goooood.

Sittin' all alone
Mouth full of gum
In the driveway
My friends aren't far
In the back of my car
Lay their bodies
Where's my mind
Where's my mind
They'll be here pretty soon
Lookin' through my room for the money
I'm bitin' my nails
I'm too young to go to jail
It's kinda funny
Where's my mind
Where's my mind
Where's my mind
Where's my mind
Maybe it's in the gutter where I left my lover
What an expensive fate
My V is for Vendetta
Thought that I'd feel better
But now I got a bellyache
Everything I do the way I wear my noose
Like a necklace
I wanna make 'em scared like I could be anywhere
Like I'm wreck-less
I lost my mind
I don't mind
Where's my mind
Where's my mind

when that song was over my brothers all just looked at me in pure shock. even Jackson because we were at a stoplight.
"what? stop looking at me! it makes me feel weird dude" the continued to stare at me with their mouths in an O shape
"God what?!?"
"holy shit you can actually sing?" Kyle asked me
"uh i guess i mean i'm not that good"
"not that good bobbie you are fantastic!" Cameron said
"yea!" Cole joined in. i blushes and put my head down smiling trying to cover my crimson face with a wall of my curls.
"whatever" i mumble still blushing
"we're here" Jackson shouted. i quickly unbuckled my seatbelt and jumped out of the car. i was so excited to get my pointe shoes. i had to wait and extra toe years because my old studio wasn't as strong as the one i'm in now so i needed to wait and catch up with the other girls but finally i can't get them!! everyone got out and we waited for the others to get out. i was bouncing on my toes waiting to go in.
"chill baby sis Greyson says walking up to us" i huffed our a breath and rolled my eyes
"you wouldn't understand. you're not a dancer" and with that i ran inside the building.

A/N
hey like i said sorry if it's booty but it's my first story. i hope you are enjoying:)