Writing~ {Soulmate Au} (Complete)

After

WARNING: thoughts of Self harm and of Suicide.

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-Patton POV-

We got Remus and Tyler to go back to Remus's room. Virgil and Roman looked happy still and that was good. I looked at my phone to see miss calls from my dad and mom. I just put my phone down next to everyone else's phones. Roman said we had to pick someone to sleep next to. I remember last time roman had a sleep over and it didn't end well. Logan and Virgil where confused why. "Ok last time I let Deceit sleep down here and Dolan got hungry and try BUT failed at making mac & cheeses." Roman glared at Dolan. I giggle remembering it. The pot Dolan was cooking in was on fire. I'm a little surprised that Dolan was here. Roman's moms were very upset. "I call Kat!!" Jake said hugging his friend. "Ok then.." Kat said pushing him away. "I'll take beautiful human being~" Remy said kissing Dolan cheek. "I'll take Roman." Virgil said looking up at him. "That leaving Logan and Patton together." Dolan said smiling. Logan rolled his eyes. I just smiled hoping Logan is a heavy sleeper.

We got to pick what sibling room we got to sleep in for the night. I picked Evan's room because it's nice and the walls aren't tin. Logan slept on the ground as I sat there awake. Tears started to run down my face and I start to sob. "I wish I was dead..." I said quietly. "God I'm just a disappointment" I said leaning on the wall. My tears wouldn't stop.

The thought of death sounded great. I didn't want to suffer any longer. I thought of what the others would think if I did. They don't care about me that much. My sobs got a little louder as I thought more and more about killing myself. I know where my dad keeps a rope or I could keep cutting until I bleed out and die.

I hear something move. I couldn't see anything without my glasses. "Patton?" I heard Logan say. 'Oh no' I thought. I woke him up by crying great... "Patton why are you crying?" He said turning on a lamp near by. "I-I'm not Logan.." I said wiping my tears away. "Patton I can see and hear that you're crying.. But why?" He ask again.

I told the truth. "My dad abuses me and hate me for liking girl clothes and liking guy." I said hugging Logan. He hugged me back as I cried and explained ever bad thing my dad has done to me. He look at me with sad and concern. He graved my hands and said "You can stay with me... for as long as you want Patton." Logan said smiling. I looked down at your hands to see his wrist where glowing. I look at mine and let go. "No no no no no." I repeated a million times.

"Patton that means we're soulmates.. this is a good thing!!!" He said moving closer to me. I fall back on to the bed. "So it's true. Oh god my dad is going to kill me!!!" I said scared. "Patton just clam do-WN" he tripped over a book he had on the ground and landed right on top of me. I was a mess at this point, I was crying. but flustered and Logan wasn't helping me. "Logan please... Help me..." I said leaning closer to him and hugging him. "I will. I will Patton." Logan said holding me tight.

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I hope you like this and I got something to add about the soulmate au. You all know that the wrist glows when you are touching you're soulmate... WELL if sometime bad happens to the soulmate like if the get beat up they're first letter of the first name will eraser and if they cheat the first letter of the the last name will eraser. You all know if they die the First and last name will eraser.

Well then... Bye bye see you in the next chapter.