I slowly strolled around the neighborhood,watching children and adults alike going about their day, unaware of the monsters that could live next to them. My emerald green eyes were hungrily absorbing ant taking in everything in silent desperation.
You never know. This might be the last time I see it again.
Soon, after seeing all this happy normal people,I felt a small trickle of sadness and disappointment.
No one here can feel my pain. Feel my sadness. Feel my loneliness. They can't even begin to understand it.
I slowly let my thoughts consume me.
For they were the truth.
They were not raised in a house filled with monsters. They aren't deprived of food,love and attention. They have hope.
Once upon a time,when i was more whole,I long to be like them. Over time,I realised that it was childish;to long for something you can never have. I focused on what I have,rather than compare with what everyone gets unconditionally.
I am a survivor.
I live in the darkness. The dark world around and within me which threatens to eat me whole.
Slowly,the feeling of desperation starts to set in. I need to find someone who is not like them.
Not so happy. Not so whole. Someone who knows pain.
My emerald eyes met a cerulean blue.
His eyes held pain like mine. Silent resignation,for they know that there is nothing we can do to change our circumstances.
He was sitting on a swing forlornly. Everyone was speaking in harsh whispers.
I slowly walked towards him, his eyes following my every movement. I stopped in front of him. I stretched out my hand and gave him the widest and brightest smile ever.
"Hi! My name is Sakura! What's yours?"
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I'll be fine.
FanficSakura. She always seems to smile. However what they do not know how dead she is on the inside. Somehow, she died with Naruto and Shisui and crossed worlds. Now,she wishes to live according to however she wants. Not everything will be accurate or ac...
