The Cure

I fear

I've been putting this off for to long

cant decide between a poem or a song

But thats the least of my problems

The voices starting talking, and I started talking back

I fear the voices are going to win

I fear god has counted up all my sins

I fear my life going by to fast

but I haven't had a blast

I fear who im going to lose next 

Family or one my bangers?

Last month my uncle decided to go out with a bang

One my homie's decided to hang,

three from a car crash, one from a drug past

If i lose someone else, i swear im going too

man were all going to soon

Maybe Ill find a  light at the end of all the darkness,

maybe Ill fall  before i reach the light,

I dont see happiness in sight.

I thought I beat my depression before,

but now its back and wants more

Maybe ill drown in all this liqour,

maybe ill suffocate in all this smoke,

for now i fear is my life a joke?

I fear ill never find true love

I think the worlds knows me

and knows all ive done

But they've just seen the shell

they'll talk about me on there cell,

I fear too many fears..