At this point I dont even know how I feel about anything anymore. I wish that I was good enough, but I know I'm not. I know I get boring. Thats why everyone leaves. Just dont waste my time pretending to be someone to me.
I wish you cared a little more. I want this to last I really do. I wanna mean something to you for as long as I can, but it's so hard to do that when I can't focus on anything.
Everything is hitting really hard. I just feel that maybe you dont want me. Maybe I rushed everything. You never tell me anything anymore and I'm just struggling to get to you.
I feel likeI'm just wasting time honestly...please have mercy you're breaking my heart. I can feel you slipping away. You're not 100% here like you promised you would be. If we cant work this out, we cant do this at all. It May be just me but it doesnt feel like it did before. Everything was okay, and now your so distant. Just please try more. I need you to try.
