The Sun and the Moon / the f*ckup book

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Hoseok and I couldn't find the flower but we found some other flower. I don't know what it is though. Raven might know but I've also never seen it before. It's white and has this weird purple/yellow color? There's some red too but it's like a powder.

"Well, sorry we couldn't find it." I pouted softly and twirled the flower in between my fingers. He chuckled and patted my shoulder.

"It's cool. I mean we got a cool flower that we don't even know." He shrugged comforting me. I smiled sadly. I really wanted that flower. We got to the house and entered through the back. The house was quiet.

Where did Sammy and Namjoon go? I looked at Hoseok and set the flower down on the table. Raven was in the living room probably sleeping. I sighed softly and looked up the stairs. My door was closed and I smell Sam's scent go up the steps. I eyed Hoseok who slowly understood what I was hinting.

We walked up the stairs and I heard small talk in my bedroom.

"Not my bedroom." I groaned softly which Hoseok chuckled. I opened the door and saw the two sitting on my bed. They're leaning over a book. We all looked at each other in quiet. I nodded and went to walk away but Sam called out.

"Did you find the flower?" I turned back and shrugged leaning against the door frame. I felt Hoseok take a step closer behind me.

"No but I did find a flower that I've never seen. But what are you guys doing in my room?" I raised an eyebrow at them.

"Oh well Namjoon mentioned a book that he could never find and I remember seeing it in here." She showed the book. I nodded and pushed off the doorway. Hoseok was really close.

"Okie but I'm keeping the door open." I squinted my eyes at them. They laughed and blushed.

"Ok mom." Sam rolled her eyes. I scrunched my nose at her. I turned away and forgot Hoseok was behind me.

"Oh sorry." I mumbled and continued down the stairs. I walked in the living room where Raven was facing the back of the couch.

"Raven~" I hummed and touched her arm. She turned around with sleep evident in her eyes.

"Did you find the flower?" She mumbled. She sounded tired and looked tired. I shrugged again.

"No but we found a flower. I was wondering if you could identify it. I don't recognize it." I smiled softly. She yawned and nodded. We walked to the kitchen where the flower sat. Raven took one glance and went to say something but stopped and looked at it once again. She picked it up and examined it before staring very intensely at it.

She held her finger up and walked away with it. We heard her go up the steps and walk around. I sat down which Hoseok followed.

"Well now we have no flower." I sighed.

"What do you mean?" The boy besides me furrowed his eyebrows. I laughed have heartily and set my head on my hands.

"Well knowing Raven we definitely won't be the first to dissect it." I rolled my eyes staring into space. I just got very tired all of a sudden. I yawned and laid my head down. Hoseok pulled his phone out and did whatever. He was really handsome and kind. I felt my heart skip a beat but there was something else. A more physical pain in my lower back. Kind of felt like a small rug burn.

He smelled like cinnamon and an earth smell. Like the dirt outside after it rains. Then there was the hint of dog. It was comforting to smell. I wonder what his lips taste like. Does he put chapstick on?

Wait....why am I thinking that?! I sound like a weird pervert!

I blushed and hid my face in my arms. I'm such a dumbass!!

"Hey Y/n?" I perked my head up and Hoseok was looking at me. He had put his phone down. I hummed and tilted my head. "When's Sam's birthday?"

"Oh valentines!" I smiled and laid my head back.

"What's your favorite thing to do?" His voice rang out again. I looked over at him already seeing his eyes. I bite my lip slightly and thought.

"Terrorizing the town of course." I chuckled and sat back.

Raven laughed as she entered. "Nah you like to play in the forest." I nodded agreeing. Raven had the flower set on top an old looking book. "Anyways this flower is one of a kind. It's not very known around the world but a tribe in the Amazon is known for using it." Raven eyed me in a knowing way. I poked the inside of my cheek with my tongue and looked away. I felt Hoseok's eyes on me but I ignored him.

"They use it for healing properties including wounds, sickness, birth, rituals and so on. If used improperly it can be poisonous." Raven finished reading. It was most likely one of her medical books and all. She's very talented and taking up in dads steps.

"Well that's interesting." I shrugged looking at the book. The flower was drawn in there. Hand drawn. The pages looked old and wrinkled. "What's the flower called again?"
I looked up at her.

"Umm...Neelee."