The Sun and the Moon / the f*ckup book

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"Wait...when did... how...I-" Taehyung started off but tripped over his own words in confusion. Jungkook, who stood besides him, also looked fairly confused as the puppy looking boy. I hummed as I watched the boy. He made eye contact with me and pouted.

"So that means you have fur?" Jimin swung on Taehyung's neck. Namjoon smacked the back of the younger boys head and accidentally hitting Taehyung in the process. I held my laugh as the two whined and Namjoon apologized.

"Yes, that does mean we have fur." Raven laughed as she stretched. Dean was besides her and he watched with admiration. Ew but it's kinda cute I guess. "And Y/n what are you gonna do about you? Nutmeg is a weird smell to begin with and now it amplified." Raven sighed once again as she turned towards me. I slouched my arms downwards.

"I guess I'll go rub some dirt on me." I pouted and headed towards the back door. The others watched from afar was I made it outside and down the steps onto the soft ground. The dirt somewhat covers the smell of, well, me. It doesn't stay long and it's not super powerful but it's something. I found a small pile of dirt and kneeled down. I glanced behind me and the others had now come to the door and watched. They're weird.

I sighed and mumbled nothings under my breath while I scooped up some dirt and rubbed it on my skin.

"Roll around in it!" I looked back to Raven who was slightly laughing. "It's faster!" She called again. I pouted and took my shirt off. I have a bikini underneath so it's not a big deal. I need to start working out again. I have a little chub. I stood up and pat my arms and legs to get rid of some of the dirt. It's so much! I feel so gross. Makes me feel like a child again.

"Okay come on!" I whined as I got my arms on my sides. They laughed at my childish and embarrassed remark. Sam and Sooju stood next to me and we let the others walk in front. I don't need them being weird especially with my smell right now.

Moon and Raven lead the way into the forest. There's a small trail that leads out and in multiple directions.

"So tell me some things." Sam spoke as she jumped over a log. I looked up at the sky where small grey clouds joined.

"Well we basically turn into wolves just bigger. We go through what we call heats where it's...kinda like being on your period but instead of blood and making sure your not pregnant, it's a time where it's best to get pregnant." I spoke not sure what to really say. I've never had to do this before so I don't know what to do.

"You're just super horny!" Raven yelled from up front. The other chuckled and Sam scoffed.

"Well she didn't lie." I shrugged. "But we're human but our senses are just amplified. We can also talk telepathically but only if you're a wolf. If it's family it's automatic but friends and things, we kind of need a blood pack things." I grabbed hold of a random branch.

"So," Sam started as she looked around. "You still have your period? What color are you? Can I see your eyes? What smell am I to you? Do humans even have different smells? Do wolves have different smells? Do you get weird if you smell blood? Is that why some times you don't come to school?" Sam started asking multiple questions. I chuckled and so did the rest. "Also, what about mates? Is that a thing?"

"Ah!" I chuckled. She's very curious! I knew she kinda knew. What a surprise still. "I do have my period still. I don't know how to describe your smell but it's good. Probably because it's mixed with your body wash. Everyone does smell different. The blood thing, can be triggering to the wolf side but not much. And yes that's why We don't come to school sometimes." I informed the girl. She looked over at me and I smiled. She continued to look at me and I flashed my eyes at her. Sam's face lit up with excitement.

"Okay then what color are you? And the mate thing." Sam repeated herself.

"Umm, well mates it's kind...like love at first sight. You kind of just know. Well I don't know what I'm saying really because I don't have a mate. But I'm guessing Yoojin and Sooju have their mates." I eyed the other two girls. They gave a fond smile back and nodded.

"But Sooju, you're human. So there is a thing with humans and wolves?" Raven said as she climbed a tree up ahead. Sooju giggled but nodded.

"It's rare but it can happen." Sooju nodded. I smiled fondly and looked over to Sam. She was staring ahead and I followed her gaze. She was looking at Namjoon's back. Sam shook her head slightly and looked back to me. There was so much in her face. Sadness, excitement, fear, so much to see.

"You keep avoiding the other question." Sam whined and clung to my arm. I hate that question. The fear and anxiety that comes with it.

"I'm a pure black breed." I smiled softly. The others in front of us and Sooju gasped. Moon and Raven kept quiet because they already knew. Sam was happy but confused on why the others had gasped. The air around us grew a bit gloomy and hesitant.

"You're joking right?" Yoongi glanced back at me. I gave him a heartless smile and my face dropped. Trust me I'm not happy with it either. I haven't been my whole life and I probably never will be happy about it.

"W-what's so bad with that?" Sam stuttered and caught up with me. I looked at her and sighed deeply. I don't really want to explain this. I mean I guess I don't have to the whole way. Half truth I guess? Whatever it may be, I don't like it at all.