Innocent

Chapter 41

Taylor's POV

Niall stood at the door with his white snapback and grin, "now that's not a very nice way to greet someone" he chuckles, taking a step into my penthouse. I try to push him but he doesn't budge, walking further into my living room

"Niall, I don't want you here"

"ah, too bad" he jerks towards me, giving me a kiss on the cheek before raiding my fridge, "how was your day today?"

I ignore him, crutching to my room and slamming the door shut. All I can say is how appalled of him I am. "Taylor! Please come out" the door slightly opens and I pull the covers over my head, blocking myself from the boogie man. Well, he's not the boogie man but he has the same intentions, to kill my sprits for his own pleasure. Yeah, I went that deep.

"Don't make me press send" his voice taunts me and I shoot up from the position I'm sitting in

"Don't you dare"

"There's my Taylor" he chuckles, putting his phone in his pocket, "I like your hair like that. Looks like you just got done doing the dirty" he winks, sending shivers down my spine. I quickly adjust my hair, matting it down. "Say, why don't we have some wine, yeah?"

"I don't have any wine left" I retort as he sits in shock that I actually responded to him, "please leave. Louis is on his way, he'll know you we're here"

"Ah, you see... That's where it would hurt you"

"How do you mean?"

Niall makes his way over to my bed, sitting down by my chest, turning towards me, "what is Louis going to think when he walks in with you in bed and me still here. You have no use for me, other than sex. And we all know how easy you are." His fingers trace up my forearm to my shoulder, "isn't that right, Taywhore?"

"That was a onetime thing!" I yell, going back to the time when I was called the horrible name

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"Taylor! Come take a shot with us!" Caitlin yells over the loud music, directing me to the kitchen. It's summer of freshmen year and Liam and I had just broken up. Reasons being I couldn't handle a relationship at the moment. And I am still getting over my sisters suicide.

We showed up to the party around midnight so people we're already half past blackout drunk. Liz brought her boyfriend Tyler and Caitlin brought Zayn as their dates, but I stayed solo tonight.

I take the shot with everyone, knowing I really needed to get drunk tonight. My dad at a business conference in New York and Austin was with some friends, so it's not like I'm going to be scolded when I get home.

Liam shows up with a girl in his arm and jealously pains through me, "just don't look at them Taylor" Caitlin hands me another shot that I take down like a winner, looking away from the love of my life.

"She's so pretty" I gush, staring at the brown haired girl hanging on Liam, "look at her butt"

"You broke up with him, show him it was the best choice you've ever made" Liz hands me another shot, looking at Caitlin and giving her a nod

"What was that all about?" I ask, mentioning the nod

"Well," she looks behind her, "This is my friend from Adams High," grabbing the slightly taller black haired boy, pulling him forward, "this is Joe"

"Hi" I awkwardly smile and he does the same, "uh, drink?"

He nods and we walk towards the dance floor. The liquor runs through my bloodstream, giving me courage to hold Joes waist to mine as we move together. He smiles, looking down my shirt and looking back at me. I give him the benefit of the doubt and grab his neck, pulling him into a kiss. Sleeping with one guy won't hurt me right?

After dancing for a while, Joe takes me to a random room, dropping his pants in an instant. "Are you a--"

"No" trust me; I've been with guys before. He nods and pulls out the packet, sliding it on him. He's smaller than Liam and well any guy I've been with, but there's a point in time where you can't back out and this is the precise minute.

He's quick and even pulls out before I can finish, which tends to happen a lot since no guy other than Liam knows how to please me to my climax. But I pulled up my pants like a champ and left the room, only to walk down the stairs, take four more shots.

It's not like I ended there, I walked over to every guy that didn't have a date, made out with them and took three more guys back to the same bedroom Joe and I were just in. By the end of the night there was a line of guys out of the bedroom door but Liz stopped me before I got chlamydia or herpes.

When school started again, the guys shared with the other guy friends as if it was their way to boast about what they got over the summer, one upping each other. The guys shared to their girlfriends and sooner than later I became Taywhore. It haunted me most of my sophomore year.

Liam and I got back together and the rumors we're set to rest.

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"you were a little whore, weren't you" he chuckles, "does Harry know how you got your high numbers?"

"Leave me alone Niall"

"All I want right now is a blow job, which you would be happy to provide, wouldn't you?"

"No" I spit, sliding away from him to the other side of my bed, "get out before I call someone"

"Who in the world could you call and they would believe you?" he moves closer to me, lifting his feet onto my bed, "Oh Austin please come save me, my boyfriends best friend is trying to get me to fuck him" he mocks my voice, "very believable"

"I will-I will call Harry"

His laugh is loud and carries through the room, "I have him wrapped around my little finger"

"Just go away"

"It doesn't work like that Taylor"

"You're scum!" I slide more, falling off my bed. Silently cursing from the pain that rings through my knee. I'm so ready to get rid of this cast and this pain so I can bend my knee again. "Louis will be here any moment" I remind him, even though he was right about the scenario.

"All you have to do is put your dirty mouth" his thumb runs around my lips, "on my dick"

"Please, go!" I pull from him, wobbling towards the door before he picks me up, walking towards the couch and setting me down, hovering over me

"You're making this so much more difficult" his lips touch my neck and I cringe at the feeling, "I don't see how hard it is for you to be a slut again"

"Because I'm in a relationship and you're a pig!" I attempt to push at his chest but he holds my hands above my head. He presses himself down on me and I can feel the bugle in his pants. His hips start to move on mine and his mouth caresses my neck, sucking down.

My body becomes limp under his. Not that I enjoy his touch, I enjoy the touch.

I don't want his touch to feel like this, I don't want any feelings when his tongue runs on the burning throb on my neck. I fight every urge to not give into these sexual desires because I love my boyfriend and I could never do that to him.

But him on me right now with his passion, it's killing me inside. A small moan escapes from my lips and I bite it back, knowing it fuels him more. "There's my dirty little whore" he mumbles, running his hands up and down my body.

Stop. Taylor, this isn't. Stop. I stutter over my own thoughts as he grasps my chest; sucking harder on my neck, push him off. Now!

"Hey! Sorry I took so-oh" Louis stops in his tracks, staring at the scene in front of him. "I-uh"

Niall slowly gets off me, "It's not what it looks like Louis, I-its not, I'm not" I stutter, just like my thoughts.

"I don't really want to be here Lou--" Harry stands behind Louis in the doorway

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