Where Fault Lies; kiribaku angst (Compleated)

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Bakugou reached the door room and hesitated for a short while. He knew what was behind that door, he just couldnt accept it until he saw it himself.

Slowly creaking the door open, bakugou began to enter the room. To his surprise, all might was nowhere to be seen. He was kinda glad for that though. He didnt need the old man all up in his business asking him questions and all. He wanted to have a moment alone.

Another few minutes passed by. Not yet turning to see him. Thoughts filled his head but this time he didnt even try to hold them back. He struggled so hard in that moment, so...afraid to look while knowing the truth. It took every part of him to turn around and face Kiri.

Then he saw him

Kirishima compleatly motionless on the hospital bed next to a cart of fluids and a screen that displayed a single flat line.

He killed him

Bakugou Katsuki had killed Kirishima Ejiro.

His only friend.

The only one he tolerated-no-the only one he cared for

The one he saw his future with, even if he hadn't accepted it yet

He killed him

The proof was right in front of him. Haunting his every breath as he faught the tears filling to the edge of his eyes like water flowing to the edge of the dam walls. He held them back long as he could until he just coudnt give a fuck of what anyone else would think of him in that moment. I mean, he just killed his lover.

Everything in the world had just stopped. He was so confused by what was happening to him. He couldn't move, nor think, nor speak a word. He was frozen still. That is until he heard the door swing open. It was All Might again. Bakugou snapped back into reality and cursed his way out of the room. All Might was unaware of what had happened just now but nevertheless was worried for young Bakugou. Nobody exept for Bakugou himself had known the cause of Kirishima's death. They ran tests upon tests but nothing was coming to the correct result. The best peice of evidence they had found was his lungs being full of smoke and debris which could have easily killed him but nobody believed that to be the only reason.

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Back at UA the class was out in the commen area discussing the event that had just occurred a short 2 hours ago. Some were buzzing about all the cool moves they pulled off or how they saved somebody. Others were discussing what their next move should be or trying to fix their wounds....deku of course broke about every bone in his body so him and todoroki were in recovery girls room.

The news about kirishima had not been spread around yet but once momo brought him up the class grew worried.

Bakugou sat still on his bed criss-cross applesauce style staring down at his hands, body compleatly motionless. He overheard the class mention kiri but couldnt bother going out there. He couldnt let them find out the cause of his death, for they would all misunderstand him-as always-and probably throw him on the street. Revillan-fying with no chance for anybody to stand up for him, because the only person who would was gone.

It was past bakugou's usual bedtime, although he couldnt feel more awake at the moment. He didnt really think or feel in the moment. He just sat there with nothing to bring him any sort of emotion. The numbness swallowing him whole.

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Sorry this took forever...I'm going to try and post at least once a week from now on...

Thank you all so much for reading though...I never understood what people ment by "the comments really keep me going" until now so thank you for all the votes, comments and follows!