Kiss it better [BxB] ✔️

I hope I love him

Warning, sexual content ahead. sorry mom.

"I love him," I told myself again "He loves me," I shifted under his gaze. "He would never hurt me."

I kept repeating it in my head over and over like a prayer.

He was drunk. "Did you have a good time tonight?" I asked. He had been gone clubbing all night long.

"Meh, the guys were being annoying asking about you, what our relationship was." The boys being our group of friends.

"What did you say?" I asked as he laid next to me on the couch.

"That we weren't anything.." That hurt. I'd been with bran for months. Sure, we didnt go on dates or hold hands on the sidewalk, but we lived together. We spent every night together.

"Oh ok." I relaxed. He wasnt angry today like he usually was when he got hammered like this.

The look in his eyes changed and he advanced closer to me. "Its been a while, huh?" He stroked my forearm, leading up to my chest and down my torso up under my shirt.

I tensed at his sudden touch and looked over at him, his eyes darkened with want.

I just wanted to sleep, it was already so late, but I knew if I denied him he'd get angry.

I stripped off my shirt and straddled him like he always wanted me to. He didnt kiss me. He didnt like to kiss me. He was grinding against my lap and pressed my thighs down, holding me tightly against his hardened member.

"I want you" he said and I shrugged.

"Ok," I answered. He picked me up and nearly dropped me, which was terrifying so I clung to him harder.

"Jeez you don't have to constrict against me like this you're not a fucking baby." I tried to release him but the more I let go the more he would almost slip and drop me. I wasnt heavy, I was pretty small for my height, so there shouldnt have been a reason for him to struggle. He pushed me onto our shared bed and I stripped my pants.

"You know this still doesnt mean I'm gay right?" Bran whispered into my ear, sluggishly. I fell the hurt from all the comments start to grow inside as he grabbed lube from the drawer. I suppressed it down again and got on my hand and knees. I moaned into the sheets, trying to lean in a way that would make it look like Im into this. I whimpered as he pushed his fingers into me hard and without warning. He pushed his grown out reddish blonde hair behind his ears as he continued.

"God from this angle you almost look like a girl." I moaned his name into the sheets again.

"Im going in." He said, aiming himself against my ass.

"Wait Bran, I'm not rea—" he thrusted all the way in and I screamed out as he started to rock his hips.

"Fuck yeah baby, let me hear you." I smiled through the pain at that, just that little nickname. That small bit of validation was all I needed to start feeling pleasure. His hips slapping against my thighs was the barely audible between our moans. Each one I let out was as high pitched and feminine as I could be. His thrusts started to get sloppy and faster paced. I tried to adjust to get him to hit that special spot that he kept just barely missing but he pushed my back down so my face was in the pillow and he was higher above me. He slapped my ass hard enough to make me whimper again. He came hard and rode it out until he fell next to me, leaving me rock hard. He was asleep before he even hit the pillow and snored quietly. I stayed still, his cum slowly dripping down my thigh and my sweat clinging to my chest. My thighs were shaking from being in that position for the entire time. I wasnt going to cry. I wasnt weak.

I barely was able to walk to the bath and clean my self up, doing a quick jerk off session to get rid of the annoyingly present erection.

"I love him" I whispered to myself again. "He loves me."

I had been with Bran since I finished highschool. I had met him on an outting with friends and he was so sweet to me. He would even kiss me and tell me how pretty was. How hed give me whatever I wanted. That he loved me.

Its been 8 months since then. He wasn't like that anymore. He wasn't the cute blonde surfer who would kiss me on the boardwalk and put ice cream on my nose.

I still loved him though. He never cheated on me, he never even looked at another person. Plus the sex is amazing, I think. He was my first so I don't really know. I mean sure sometimes I didn't cum but wasn't that to be expected?

"I. Love. Him." At least I hope I do.