Fresh & PJ NaJ

Broken Promises

Hey Pups! I'm her with the new chapter. I'm going to put a warning here because this chapter will include depression, suicidal thoughts and self harming. I also wanted to say thank you.

(Pj PoV)

I finally made it to school. I saw Undyne but she looked angry. Honestly, if her anger was ever aimed at me I would be terrified. I walked up to her cautiously. She was yelling at BP about something. I was curious  and asked "Undyne, what's got you so mad?" Thinking about it that probably wasn't the best thing to do. She faced me, a frown was pasted on her face. Then she spoke in a low growl "That stupid nerd made her cry!"

At this point I felt bad for this nerd. She didn't explain several things yet. "First of all, who is this 'stupid nerd' second is who is 'her'" I asked a little annoyed at her explanation. She never was the best at explaining. She was flustered and that was when I realized. "Oh my god you like girls don't you!?" Undyne was turning more red and BP was just staring in shock at her. "Who is it Undyne~?" I teased. She hit me round the head, not hard enough to harm me but enough to pass as a warning. I shut up and waited for her explanation. She took a deep breath and began to explain "Well, I like this nerd girl. Her name is Alphys. She was running and crying when she slammed straight into me. I was going to yell until I noticed she was crying, so I asked her what was wrong. She seemed really nervous and shy but I eventually found out what happened. Some jerk she had been friends with just turned round and said they couldn't be friends anymore. She tried asking why and he pushed her and walked away."

This was shocking. That was exactly like what happened to me and Fresh. Maybe it was Fresh. I asked, stuttering a little "Who? W-who d-didn't want t-to be f-f-friends anymore?" She looked concerned, probably because I've never stuttered in front of them. She sighed "Some kid called Fresh, why?" That was all it took. Hearing his name and the fountain in my eyes was turned on again. I fell to my knees. I had to get out of there. BP and Undyne were saying something, but I couldn't hear them. I felt my heart tearing into two again. I must have attracted a large crowd and the next thing I knew my father (Error) was rushing me into a classroom with BP and Undyne.

My father sat me down and asked "What's wrong Pj?" I broke down, "I can't do it. I thought I could. I can't. Why? Why does it hurt so bad!?" I spoke through huge sobs. I need him back... My father was hugging me and I whispered in his ear "Why did he leave me? He was so happy that morning... Or so I thought." My father hugged me tighter and said "I don't know Pj, but he's missing out on a great person." I eventually stopped my crying and looked up to BP and Undyne's shocked faces. They've never even seen me cry, let alone be like this. BP was the first to speak "You can tell us what happened. We won't judge."

I opened my mouth to speak but my throat was dry from crying. Undyne noticed and passed me a bottle of water. I took some deep gulps, before gasping for breath. I steadied my breathing and began to speak. "Okay, so first of all, I'm bisexual." They looked a bit surprised but nodded for me to continue. I said "Well, the little nerd, Fresh. I had been secretly dating him. Only my family knew. I had stopped at his house for the night." They both wiggled their eye brows in a suggestive manner. I continued "No, we didn't do anything like that. We just slept and watched a film. But the next morning, well I thought it was normal, he looked happy. Except a bit later he was telling me he didn't want to date or even be friends.." I sniffled a bit trying not to cry. BP tried comforting while Undyne looked like she had just figured something out. She jumped up and yelled "I've got it! I think.." I looked at her baffled. She explained "If he was happy, he most likely wouldn't have changed his mind that quick. So I think maybe someone, such as Bunny, threatened him or something to stay away from you. I'm not sure why Bunny wouldn't want him near Alphys though." Then it hit me and I spoke "She wouldn't, but I know who would... Sorry Fresh, looks like I'm breaking that promise." I smirked and wrote a name on the white board. "Arthur Heart?" BP read out. Undyne as expected questioned "Why would the Jock king care who Fresh hangs around with." Then she caught on "Oh my god..." she said "But isn't Mr. Heart nice." I replied "Nice enough to try and force Fresh to be a jock. Nice enough to try and kill Fresh. Nice enough to kill his mum." They both stared intently, shocked to the core.

(Fresh PoV)

I found Alphys. I felt a pang of grief for the events that were to follow. I noticed Bunny stalking me, so I had no chance to back out. I took Alphys aside and firmly spoke "Alphys we can't be friends anymore. And I'm not going to be speaking to Nabstablook, Papyrus or you again."  The devastated look on her face almost made me start crying again. I tried to walk away, when I felt her clasp my arm and she sobbed "W-w-why?" 'I'm so sorry Alphys' I  thought as I pushed her to the ground. Tears began falling from my face. I pushed through the crowd that had gathered around us, hoping for a fight. They looked shocked. I pushed past them and started to run. I couldn't stay there any longer.

I ran to a stall and did something I hadn't done since I came to this school. I gazed at my healed scars. I remembered the night Pj found them. It was a great night, but now a saddened memory. Everything good goes away. I rummaged through my bag till I found a mirror. I stomped on it, shattering it into sharp pieces. 'Sorry Pj, I'm breaking that promise so soon.' I thought as I lined the shard against my skin. I scratched it across my skin, leaving blood behind. 'Maybe I should just end it. I could be in peace' I pondered longingly until I heard the door open and hurriedly tidied and cleaned, before heading off home. I couldn't stay at school now.

Shaking I couldn't concentrate. I was running as fast as I could. I stopped a bit as I realized I wasn't even going in the right direction. Well, that was a bad decision. You shouldn't just stop in the middle of a road...

Another chapter done. Also, sorry this chapter is a bit depressive. Also to clear it up. They broke up on Friday and both went to school just avoided each other. Completely not that I just forgot what day we were on. Oh well... sorry for the cliffhanger.
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