I lifted my head up,
Only to face my fear.
To face me, to see my reflection,
On the shining mirror.
I see myself smile,
As well as a tear trickling down.
I let out a laugh and I say:
"I am happy."
My fist meets the glass,
Blood flows down,
I smile at it and I say:
"I am happy."
Collapsing on the floor,
Hand to my chest, and unleash my tears to mix with my blood.
I whisper out:
"I am not."
My scream takes over the atmosphere when I realize,
I am tired.
Happiness turned out to be a test.
I gaze at the broken mirror,
My reflection looking back at me,
The searching eyes for that one word people claim to be, "happy."
Tried to search for the meaning.
Apologised for being who I am,
Trying to find what it is...
I lost myself.
The word "Happy" is a curse...
Music: Falling into Pieces
Artist: Jurrivh
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RandomWaking up is a nightmare I never prepare for. But as I move on, its not so bad as I grow and evolve. Now, I know it's the way it was supposed to be... and now, I wish to support others from their own demons within. I'm here, to listen to your silent...
