Game of thrones x reader Imagines/Headcanons/Oneshots

Sandor x Tyrell!reader - You truly are something else (6/7)

Pairing: Sandor Clegane x reader

Warnings: self doubts, one or two slightly sexual references and Joffrey being Joffrey in the future chapters

Summary: You're the younger sister of Margaery Tyrell and you accompany her to Kingslanding. Since you are a child you feel inferior to your sister and the fact that she is about to get married once again doesn't really help to build your self-confidence. You dream of a man who loves you for who you are and makes you feel special but are you able to find love in a city reigned by a tyrant like Joffrey?

A/n: There will be one last chapter, I hope you all enjoyed the story so far. Feel free to leave a comment to tell me your personal dream ending. I also hope there aren't too many mistakes, english isn't my mother tongue.

Important: Sandor didn't leave Kingslanding during the battle of blackwater in this story.

(Pictures aren't mine)

Your Pov:

Since five days all you feel is the cold air constantly biting at your skin and the maddening hunger which rises inside of you day after day. You really don't know how much more you can take. Constantly sitting alone in the dark all day and night gives you the feeling to become crazy and the realization that there's nothing to stop your punishment nearly is enough to break you.

The guards make sure to give you only barely enough to eat to let you survive and even something as basic as water is a seldom treat inside your cell. Some days you even have to beg before you get something to drink, if you refuse your captors will just laugh and take away your water privileges for the rest of the day. Never in your life were you this hungry, this desperate for something, anything, to eat. If you're lucky the guards will throw an old piece of bread into your cell. Otherwise, you have to survive another day without something to eat.

You don't know how much time passed so far and how much more days you have to endure this until Joffrey finally lets you out again.
No one visits you, not your grandmother, not your siblings, not even Sandor. If you have to guess you would say the king forbids them to see you in order to torture you even more. And it really works. You miss your family desperately and would do everything to get to see them. Right now you need their support like never before.

At first you hoped your family would be able to free you somehow. Your grandmother is a clever, powerful woman after all and your sister is about to get wed with Joffrey but still, it seems like there is no use to hope they'll save you.

The cell they put you in is only a few couples of feet long and maybe two or three feet wide. There is barely enough to room for you to lay down, let alone walk around a bit which causes uncomfortable pain in your legs. Moreover, there isn't a bed in your cell, so you're forced to sleep on the floor without a blanket. Your whole back and neck hurt like hell after the second day but the guards couldn't care less. God, do you miss your soft mattress at home.

There is nothing to do for you but to think about your future once you're out of your little hellhole and have to marry Euron Greyjoy. To say you're scared shitless doesn't even begin to describe what you feel when you think about your marriage. Of course it's not right to judge someone by their reputation but Joffrey wouldn't have chosen Euron to be your husband if he's a kind hearted and decent man, you're sure of that. The little brat hopes Euron will treat you with as much disrespect and brutality as he does. Why does Joffrey hate you so much?

One day, you hear your thick cell door open. No one other than King Joffrey comes into your view. So many questions rises inside of you at the same time. What is he doing here? Is he going to let you out? Is he going to torture you even more?