Remember? Our birthdays celebrated together...
Remember? Our first Christmas days...
Remember? Our first summer vacation...
You remember every day with him, but does he?....
It's been a 2 months how Yunho broke up with you and you still can't stop thinking about him...You're tired of that feeling and want to erase everything, even the good memories you two had, but it's harder than you thought
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Like always you woke alone. You just deeply sighed and got out of the bed. On the outside you seem like you're totally fine, but deep inside it still hurts
Like always you did your morning routine and sat alone in your empty dorm.
You heard your phone ringing and quickly jump from your sofa
-Yeah?
-Y/N wake up! Let's go to the mall today! And I have something more for ya
-Mall? I don't know....
-Mingi called me yesterday...he wants to meet us
-Ohh then go meet him
-He wants to meet both of us Y/N. Can't you remember, he's our friend like rest of Ateez
-Not all of them...
-Girl...you need to move on...I know perfectly, it's hard, but you just need to look forward and don't pay attention to Yunho, besides, we will be with Mingi, I'm sure he will cheer you up
-Minah...ok, when?
-Yass! I will come over to you ok?
-Yep
-Love ya bye!You put your phone down and go to get ready
"ups, fuck" You said as you tripped over something. You saw a teddy bear laying on the floor. The one that Yunho gave you long time ago. You picked it up and in your head rushed bunch of memories from the night when you celebrated your first anniversary
After few hours Minah came to pick you up. Like she wanted you went shopping, had fun and at 4 pm met Mingi. You talked after not seeing each other for the long time and got some coffee. As you left the cafe they started to head to somewhere
"Guys where are you going?" You said and they both turned to you. Minah bit her lip and looked at Mingi. He chuckled and said
"To our dorm" He said and you froze. You looked at Minah and she looked around feeling awkward
"Umm Y/N listen-" She didn't finish when you cut her off
"Listen to what? No, now you listen to me. What the hell is going here, and why you two are looking at each other like that, huh?" You said and Mingi cleared his throat
"We wanted you to meet Yunho...All members see how he suffers. After every our promotion ends, he gets home and locks himself in bathroom, lying that he's showering, while he just cries. And I know that you Y/N suffer too, I think it would be better for both of you to get back together" Mingi said and you stepped closer to him
"Mingi, he was the one who left me! I suffered the most, I cried the most, I sat all alone thinking that one day he will text me or call me saying baby I'm sorry I was so busy, but all I got was silent phone all day long" You said and started to cry
"Our manager wanted Yunho to break up with you before our promotions started. Yunho didn't want to do that, and he felt bad even to look at your eyes and say that to you, when he truly loves you" Mingi said and you just turned the other way
"Even though it hurts...I need to forget him, you're getting more and more popular guys, there won't be any time for him to meet me. So it's the best way just to go our own ways" You said and Mingi put his hands on your shoulders
"Y/N...please"
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You all came over to their dorm. You met the members and talked until Yunho showed up. Suddenly the mood got very awkward and silent. Everyone looked at you then at Yunho and vice versa. You got up from the sofa and walked to him. You slapped him across the face and he looked down. All members gasped
"This is for the all night and days you left me alone crying my heart out" You said and he blinked few times. All members started to leave and left you two alone
"Y/N, it was not mine decision, you know that I would never do this to you. I love you with all my heart, as our promotions ended I wanted to go to you, but after I heard from Minah how are you right now, I felt so selfish and angry at myself for letting you to feel like that" He said and wanted to take your hand. You slapped it away and looked up at him
"It's too late Yunho..." You said and he stepped forward
"Y/N please" He said and you stepped back
"I told you don't touch me! You ignored all my texts, do you think I'm that stupid not to see you leaving me on read? Is this some game to you?" You shouted and slapped his chest. Yunho pulled you in his arms and you both cried
"After all of this...I can't forgive you that easily, I still love you, but you just left me without any explanation" You said and wiped your tears away. You put on your shoes and took your phone
"Goodbye Yunho...until we meet again"