I fear something...something new.... someone wants to ask me to homecoming and I dread the consequences. I fear that he will hate me. I fear it's a prank. I fear falling for someone that doesn't care. I have had a million what if's in my head. I have heard them all so many times. I hate over thinking things but that's what I am good at. Yes I know. How I wish it were someone I looked up to more than anything.... someone from one direction....or ed sheeran.....rupert grint....but that will never happen...... it will only be a dream...I hate life...I want to sleep for as long as I live....grrr.....I want to live a happy life not a life where I always get pulled and pranked on......I hate that
