October 20, 2014
I am here stuck sitting at my school alone listening to music thinking about my career. Yes I know I am one of those people. Just, the thing is, it’s me. I like my music. I have no clue what to do but I am ready to push everyone away. I am ready to start over. I am going to try and push my closest friend away because she said it herself. People are not her friend because she talks to me and she doesn’t need that. She needs friends. Who can be there for her. Ones that don’t feel like crap everyday. One’s that fit her. Not me. I am a loner. I was meant to be a loner. That’s what I am going to be. I want to be a loner. I figured why be someone I am not so I need to be honest with myself. She hasn’t really been my friend for a while. She wasn’t since we started. She just tried to be. That doesn’t work for me. I mean come on! She rolls her eyes when I need to talk about life. She doesn’t like talking all that much. I can tell she is tired of me. I am tired of her. Yes I know that’s rude to say but it’s the truth. It’s why I say it. So giving that she left me alone. She should assume that I can’t be her friend right. I can’t handle a friendship right now and it’s the only one I have. Now all about that one direction crap. I get that HAYLOR is a bunch of bs…but it’s not our choice if they date if it were my choice I would chain taylor swift and Justin beiber together because those two are so annoying I think they both would agree with me about that. About how they annoy everyone. One with her songs about her break ups. The other with his drug and alcohol abuse. I mean come on! They deserve eachother. Harry styles deserves better. But again its not my choice who dates who. Harry styles and taylor swift can date. I don’t approve but I won’t hate. Whatever they chose is their CHOICE…Not OURS!!! HAYLOR might come back…who cares!!! They fall in love and get married?!?! THAT”S FREAKING AMAZING…don’t invite me to the wedding unless you want to see a happy crying fan that sticks there by there side no matter what. Niall and demi lavoto get together eventually?? Get to making those babies cause they will be perfect!!! Liam and Sophia get married??? GET it going!!!! Louis and Elounor get married…? FINALLY!! I called it! PERRIE AND ZAYN get to going we want those kids to showing up….haha im kidding but I will respect them because they have never disrespected me or my choice to be a directioner. Let them live their lives. Don’t try to ruin their lives… I CAN NOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH ALL THOSE STUPID DIRECTONERS OUT THEIR THAT HAVE BEEN CRASHING THEIR FAMILY ONLY EVENTS NEED TO STOPPP!!! THEY HAVE A PERSONAL LIFE ASIDE FROM THEIR CELEBRITY LIFE. THEY ARE NORMAL.. TREAT THEM LIKE THAT…DON’T SHOW UP UNLESS YOUR INVITED. DIRECTIONERS STOP GOING AND MAKING THEM FEEL BAD FOR YOUR OWN DOING. YOUR PUSHING THEM TO QUIT!!!!! Do you really want them to stop their lives as one direction? I didn’t think so. So give it a rest!
