The White Wolf

Chapter 7

        After showing Alec the waterfall I knew it would only be a matter of time before I fall head over heels in love with him. I have never shown the waterfall to anyone, not even Becca. I knew he was getting under my skin but I didn't think it would happen this fast. I hope he isn't falling as fast and as hard as I am because I know I am going to break his heart and my heart when I marry James. Believe me I would want nothing more than to walk down the aisle with my mate, the man of my dreams. I just wish my dad could see how badly this hurts me and how meeting and spending the rest of my life with my true mate has been all I've been thinking about since I could walk. Honestly, the day he told me I was marrying James was the day my world came crashing in around me and the day he stopped being my dad. 

        I sat in my roomlistening to music and thinking about everything that has happened in the last month. I cringed as I heard a knock on my door. I didn't know who it was and honestly I wanted it to be at maximum of two people: Becca or Alec. I knew my father faorbade Alec from entering our house so I was hoping with all my heart that it was Becca. I slowly got up not wanting to see who was behind my door. Before I got to the door I heard that incesent pounding once again but this time it was louder and more urgent. I open the door and it was bitter sweet. On the other side of the door was both Becca and my father. I'm assuming Becca was the owner of the first knock and my father's angry scowling face was more than likely the owner of the second knock. I think I should take care of my father first. 

         I set face so I was showing no emotion and spit out, "What?!" with venom that would kill anyone a ten mile radius.

        He was slightly taken a back but spit out his next words with just as much venom as me. "I found out that you and your 'mate' were in the woods alone and you know that I don't want you seeing him." When he said mate he used air qoutes to show how dissaproving he was of me wanting my true love. When he used the air qoutes it fueled the anger burning within me to a raging inferno.  

         I was so mad that I was seeing red and no one could stop me. My wolf took over so the next thing I said took me by surprise. I was so angry I didn't realize I was so close to shifting until i shifted and pinned my father against the wall and snarled so loudly that any pack or perrson within a five mile radius could hear me. My dad's eyes went wide with fear but I didn't car. Well I partially cared because now two more people know my secret. I think I got my point across so I shot daggers at him with my ice blue eyes. I walked into my room and shifted back and put some clothes on. I walked back into the hallway and they're mouths were both wide open. I smile reassuringly at Becca and turn back to my father and my face immediately goes hard. He stands there in shock and I then think of James. Oh My God if James finds out about what I am their will be a war... over me.

        I then threaten my father with words I didn't think were in my vocabulary, " I swear that if you breath a word of this to anyone I will tear your fucking limbs off tie you to a tree let anyone do anything to you that they want. I will lock you up torture you until you're almost dead but let you live and fully heal and do the same thing day in and day out until the day you die." My father looked at me with sadness in his eyes but I didn't waver.

        "Did I really hurt you so badly that you feel the need to threaten my life?"

        I looked at him with utter disbelief. "Did you hurt me? Is that what you just asked me? You took  my fucking life away from me at 17 years old. I was happy and now I have the one thing in the world that can make me happy for the rest of my life and you are ripping me away from him. Please just leave us alone." With that I look at Becca and motion for her to go into my room.

         She scurries in and and I instantly felt guilty. I just scared the crap out of my best friend. I turned my back on my father and walked into my room. She was sitting there with silent tears falling down her face. I sighed a heavy sigh and sat down next to her and she instantly flinched. I had no idea what to say.

         Bringing me out of my thoughts she let a wry chuckle," If you threatened family like that what would make me think that you wouldn't do worse to me." 

        I sighed and pinched my nose, and said," I would never hurt you. You haven't ever done anything but be there for me. You never tried to take my life away from me. I know what you saw was scary and I never intended to scare but that needed to be done. My wolf is my biggest secret. No one is supposed to know about her. Just please don't tell anyone about her. I understand if you do but just know that if you do tell people that I could disappear at any minute." 

        She looked at me with wide eyesand contemplated what to say next. I waited a good two minutes. I was about to walk out of the room when she said, "I promise I won't tell anyone if you fight your dad and James on this stupid arranged marriage." 

        I smiled and started crying. After I calmed down a little bit, I smiled and said, " I can't believe how good a friend you are. You have been there for me through everything and I haven't even as much as listened to one of your problems since this whole thing started." 

        She smiled, " You have been the best friend you can be with everything that is going on in your life." 

        I smiled and wiped my face. Someone lightly knocked on my door. I got up and opened it. I took a minute to process who was standing on the other sid eof the threshhold because this person was supposedly banned from my house. 

        "Alec?" 

        "Hi." he said, "Um... your father called me and told me what happened, and told me to come over." 

        Becca took the start of this conversation as her que to leave only after giving me look that said you will tell me what happened here later. I am so grateful that she knows me so well. She carefully squeezed by Alec and I. I smiled and looked down. These are the only two people in my life that I actually trust and love and one of them is about to be ripped out of my life by the two people I hate the most. They make me feel safe and whole. I invited Alec in and he walked in. My mind is now racing with new questions.

        I sighed and rubbed my forehead, "What's up?" He looked up at me with sad and foreboding eyes. I furrowed my eyebrows. Without saying a word he walked towards me and gave me the tightest bear hug I've ever had. I felt sparks going through my body every where our skin touched. I felt his warm breath fan on my neck. This hug was probably the best hug I've ever experienced. The euphoric feeling I was experiencing  all came crashing down when I felt a needle prick into my lower back. I instantly went stiff and looked at him with disbelief and broken trust. I was getting sleepier and sleepier, the world around me was going black and all I was thinking was: What's going on? Why is he doing this? And with those final words running through my mind the world aroung me went black. 

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