Is It So Wrong? ⋆Larry Stylinson⋆

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People always say that happiness doesn't last forever. Yes maybe in a fairytale but not in reality.

Harry knows that. He always know. He knows that this will be the end of his love story. Nothing he can do to change it. This is not a fairytale although he really wishes that he owns one because there's always a happy ending in it.

He sighs heavily, still standing in front of the kitchen table top. They just finished their breakfast. His mind is travelling to somewhere else, thinking what will going to happen to his life. Thinking how miserable his life will be, why the hell this thing happens to his life.

He never bothers or pesters anyone in his life. He is a good and kind hearted boy. He helped old ladies to cross the streets, he helped to feed the stray dogs and cats, he always smiled and gives candies to kids.

What else does the world needs him to do to deserve happiness? The world has been cruel to him, he thought. He hasn't do anything bad, anything wrong, but he didn't understand why he can't deserve what he wants. He just wants love. He just wants his Louis.

Harry closes his eyes immediately after he feels a pair of small hands holding his hips. He feels a soft hot air puffing into his left ear. And the familiar smells that he loves so much.

"Baby," Louis' voice is so soft, so sweet that can makes anyone who heard it melts on the spot.

Harry stay silent, closing his eyes. He feels like he wants to cry. But he tries so hard to hold in his tears. He really want to scream out loud to Louis' face that he loves him, he needs him, that he's the only one that he wants in his life. But there's no point. It can't change anything. In fact, that's too late now.

He turns his body to meet his favorite beautiful blue eyes. Louis stares into Harry's eyes. Louis always talked about how perfect and beautiful his emerald green eyes are and how they're always shining and sparkling like a little star. Louis' own little star.

But not today. Louis can't see the shine in Harry's eyes. There's no twinkles in his eyes anymore. It's still green, but dull and full of sorrow. Louis sees everything. He notices how tired Harry's eyes are, probably from crying too much, and there's no beautiful grins on his face, that showing his cute bunny teeth like always, no dimples shown. Louis hates himself. Louis hates himself because he's the one who makes his baby like this.

"Baby, I'm sorry," Louis whispers, and that's it, Harry can't hold it anymore.

The warm tears finally streams down his cheeks, eyes shut closed.

"Shhh, baby don't cry.. please.." Louis says softly. He leans his forehead against Harry's, wiping all the tears from Harry's warm pink cheeks. Harry just sniffles even more. Louis feels so bad because he's the reason his baby is crying like this.

He officially hates himself right now. Why is he such a coward? Why is he letting other people to take control of his life and make decision for him? Why is he too weak to fight for their love? In the end, he's only breaking his own heart, and even worse, he's breaking Harry's heart, the love of his life.

He brings Harry's face to his chest, cuddling him tightly. He strokes Harry's curly hair slowly while the boy is still sobbing on his t-shirt. It's all soaked with Harry's tears but he doesn't mind that at all. He feels like a total looser to give up on Harry just like this. He feels tears begin to form in the corner of his eyes. He kisses on top of Harry's head a few times, still holding him tight.

"L-Louis.." Harry whimpers under Louis' holds, sobbing.

Green sad eyes plead into Louis' blue. Louis already has tears in his eyes.

"Is it so wrong, that I'm in love with you?"

Louis' heart crumbles just to hear Harry says that. To see his beautiful boyfriend crying in front of him like this, so fragile and broken, really makes Louis want to kill him self. He should makes Harry smiles and happy, he should protect Harry at all costs. But look what he did now.

"Baby don't say that. Your love and feelings towards me are never wrong," Louis said weakly, eyes closed.

"I'm the one who is wrong. This whole things is my fault. I'm the one who make us to be end up like this" Louis holds both of Harry's cheeks, looking directly into Harry's eyes. Harry just let his silent tears rolled down his face.

"I'm so sorry, baby that it has to be ended like this," his eyes piercing into Harry's glassy eyes, somehow Harry tries to look strong. He pushes himself to smile with every strength he has.

"No, I'm the one who should say sorry. I shouldn't react or feel like this. We-we've discussed this before," a small smile formed on Harry's lips. But Louis knows that's not the real smile. That's a heartbroken smile that Harry tried so hard to put it on. How can someone still smiling in this kind of situation?

Louis kisses Harry's forehead, he keeps his lips there for a while. Then he looks to pretty face in front of him. That sad green eyes with a sad smile. He really can't think properly now. He was happy with Harry before, until this happened.

"Hey, you should go now.." Harry's voice is so slow that Louis almost can't hear it.

"You might be late.. for the rehearsal," Harry's almost chocked at that word and Louis closes his eyes again.

Yes. Rehearsal. It's Louis' wedding rehearsal. It's not their wedding rehearsal. It's Louis'. With other girl.