College Boys

Part 4 ~ Keep Your Dreams To Yourself

" Oh Calum, fuck your big " I moaned. I flung my head from side to side on the bed. " your the best I've ever had! "

I woke up sweating to see Ashton angrily looking at me. Shit.

" y/n what was that all about then. "

" just let me explain please "

" can't wait to here this. "

" that night when I saw you and Elle, well my emotions were all over the place and I was so furious at you and it was just all in the moment, I'm sorry Ash. I was planning on telling you at the cafe yesterday but I completely forgot to tell you. "

" I didn't know it was Elle though, did I? "

" I didn't know that though I'm sorry Ashton, please forgive me. I love you. "

This was the first time I told him I loved him. I didn't want to tell him like this and he probably thought it was just because we were fighting and I didn't mean it, but I can't talk to Elle because the fight involves her. Ashton stormed out before anyone could say anything else. I sat in the house and waited for him to return all night. I heard someone coming in the house, it was him. I ran over to him. He was drunk and had blood all over his hand, he ran into the toilet and ran the tap.

" Ash, what happened!? "

" just leave me alone y/n! "

I grabbed his face.

" Ashton, what did you do. "

" I SAID LEAVE ME ALONE! " he slapped me across the face.

I ran away in shock and in pain. I went to my mums and I walked in crying. I explained everything that had happened and I stayed there for the night. The next morning. Ashton turned up at the front door. My mum shouted through to me saying it was him. I told her to go through back to the living room and k talked to him.

" thank god your here, I've been everywhere looking for you, can I please come in. "

" I don't know if I want you I'm my mums house after last night. " I replied warily.

" please I just need 5 minutes. "

He explained how he was sorry about last night and explained what he had done and why he came in with blood all over his hands. He had been to see Calum about me and him, and it was so worried.

" you told me you loved me last night, why? "

" because I think I do. "

" well I love you too baby. Can we please put all this behind us. "

"Ok, but under one condition. "

" anything. "

I told him to go to Calum and apologise for whatever it was he done, and he did without hesitation. I just don't know what to say to Elle if she finds out.