Meant to be ~A Duggar's Fanfic

Wedding planning: Part 1

Jazzi's P.O.V

I was looking through my wedding binder when I felt someone hug me from behind I turned around and looked at Jer.

"Don't tell me I have to leave again." He said

"No you don't have to." I said "Jer it's going to be all your family and friends coming to the wedding."

"Why?" He asked

"I dont have anymore family." I stated

"Jaz i'm sorry." He said

"Jer it's fine I promise." I said

Just then the doorbell rang I answered it and Jinger and a woman came in Michelle was behind them!

"Hey I'm Tina I'm going to help you decide on some things." She said

"Okay! I'm Jazzi!" I said

We walked in and sat down Tina was across from me.

"Okay so the rest of the girls will be here they were right behind us." Tina said just then the girls came in

"Okay so who do you want your maid of honor to be?" Tina asked

"Well I love all of these girls like sisters! But I was hoping Jinger would be my maid of honor!" I said

Jinger looked at me and smiled

"So Jinger will you be my maid of honor?" I asked

"Yes! Of course I will!" She said

I hugged her and sat back down me and Jer were holding hands under the table.

"So how many people?" Tina asked

"About a few hundred or more." I said "We don't exactly know."

"So more or less than 1,000?" Tina asked

  "Less or that amount." Jer said

"Okay good do you know where you want to have it?"

"No not yet." I said

"Okay you all can go from there I will come back once a week." Tina said

"Okay bye." I said

"Goodbye." She said then left

when she left all the girls looked at michelle and she just shrugged she didn't understand that all of us girls thought she was weird.

"So who wants food?" Jessa asked

"You all can go I'm staying here." I said

"Mom you all go i'm going to stay here with her." Jer said

"No Jer you go have fun." I said

"No whats wrong?" He asked

"nothing i'm fine." I said

I went up stairs and closed the door.

Jeremiah's P.O.V

"You all go i'm going to stay here and make sure she's fine." I said

"Are you sure?" Jill asked

"Yes just bring us back something." I said

Then we heard her bedroom door shut I sighed and they left I went up to her room and knocked on the door.

"Jaz come on open up." I said

I could hear quiet crying.

"Jaz come on please open up." I said 

Just then the door opened and she looked at me. 

"Jaz what's wrong why are you crying?" I asked 

"I don't know Jer I have everything I ever wanted but something feels wrong." She said 

"Jaz you probably miss your family I understand that." I said

"I mean your right. I love you!" She said 

"I love you!" I said back 

Jazzi's P.O.V

I went down stairs and started cooking then Jer came down.

"You know you should teach me how to cook." He said

"Jer I talked to your mom you already know how to cook." I said 

"Fine I'll teach you how to cook." He said 

He got behind me and wrapped his arms around me.

" why are you cooking." He said

"Because I don't know." I said

I sighed and turned around "Jer I just need some time I guess." I said

"So your saying you want me to leave." He said "You know what I'll leave."

just then the girls walked in and Jer stormed out I ran to the door the girls following.

"Jer wait." I said "Can we just quit for today?"

"Yeah sure girls get in the car." Michelle said

and they left and i'm all alone.

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I was on the porch crying I was sitting on the swing then Josiah called.

J=Josiah m=Me

M: Hey

J: why are you crying?

M: Have you seen Jer?

J: Yes he hasn't came out of his room.

M: It's all my fault.

J: What? How?

M: I told him I needed some time and he stormed out

J: So you broke up with him

M: No! I mean't I needed some time to think about my family

M: Josiah he's the best thing that ever happened to me.

J: He feels the same way about you I know he does 

M: I just don't know anymore Josiah 

J: What do you mean?

M: I just want a happy ending like in movies.

M: I mean maybe if Jer won't forgive me it's time to say goodbye. 

Once I said that I hung up then I got a call from Jer's phone.

J: what are you doing

he sounded like he was panicing

M: What do you mean?

J: Josiah said you were saying goodbye.

I didnt answer

J: What does that mean please Jaz answer me. Your the best thing that happened to me

Just then a car pulled up and Jer and Josiah got out. Jer came up and hugged me.

"I thought you were going to do something stupid." Jer said

"Like what?" I asked

"He thought you were going to kill yourself." Josiah said

"Okay when I said 'Goodbye' that meant i'll move." I said "Jer I would never ever kill myself dont worry about that." 

"Why are you crying?" Jer asked 

"Because I thought I lost you." I said 

"Well you didn't." He said 

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A/N Hey guys BTW I would never and i mean never ever break Jer and Jaz up There cute together! anyway I just wanted there to be a dramatic part for some reason so was it dramatic enough? Until next time!