Blood At Dawn... [Completed]

seventeen°

My hand shakes as I write. And to think I had feelings for him.

I finish my letter and sign the bottom. I fold it in half and put it on the end of my bed.

I open my door and look around. When I don't see anyone I rush down stairs. I check the hallway to make sure there are no boys there either. When it's clear I run to the front door. I put my hand on the door knob.

"Ryan? Where are you going?" I turn to see the youngest.

"Just out." I lie.

"Then why do you have all your stuff?" I sigh knowing I can't lie to him.

"I'll see you again, I promise." I walk over and hug him. I then turn back to the door before running out.

"Ryan?" His voice sad behind me.

"I'm sorry." I mumble to mostly myself but hoping he heard me. It's not his fault.

I make my way back to the only place I know. My old apartment.

I open the door with the key. I look around to see every thing still as I left it. I walk in and lock the door. I walk over to my old room and set my things down.

I sigh as I sit down. I was so stupid to believe that he actually just wanted me in the group. I shake my head. Then my nails catch my eyes. I smile lightly as I go and grab my gold nail polish. I then paint my nails to match my new rank.

When they finish drying I change into less noticble clothes and walk back out to the alley I work in. I pull my mask up higher and hat down as I see Hyunjin and Minho across the street. I walk into the alley and grab the track phone I work on out from its hiding spot. I then go back to what I used to do for a living; killing.

Couple days later...

"I have a request that could make you rich beyond your wildest dreams. But I hate over the phone offers, why don't we meet face to face?" I think about the offer.

"Name a time and place." I say.

"My house in a hour. I'll give you my adress." Then they hang up. I put the phone in my pocket as I walk to a near by park.

I sit on a bench as I wait for the message with the address. The phone vibrates and I smile after receiving the message. I stand up to head to the location. By someone bumps my shoulder.

"Sorry." I say as I bow to the orange haired boy. He stands and looks at me for a second before continuing on his path. I turn around and sigh since Felix didn't recognize me.

I walk up the long path way to the entrance of the home.

"There expecting you." A guard says and leads me to a larger room.

"Right inside." He goes and stand by the door facing away from it.

I walk in and sit in one of the chairs in front of the desk.

"You wanted to meet with me." I say in my monotone voice.

"Yes, I'm Dan Yeom but you can call me Mr. Yeom or sir. I have a request and if completed I'll pay you 1 trillion dollars." My body freezes and I can't speak. My eyes start to water. I pull my mask down.

"Dad?" I question him and his eyes widen as well.

"Ryan?" He asks me back and I run around the desk to hug my father.

"Guards! Go get my wife, quickly!" He yells and they speed off. Seconds later she walks in.

"What is it dear?" She looks at us.

"Mom." I say and run to hug her.

"Ryan? Oh my god." She hugs me back. My dad walks over to us and for a few seconds we stand silent hugging each other.

"Your all grown up. Look how you matured." She grabs my face. Then memories flood back to my mind.

"But, but I got a letter. It said you were dead." I question them. My dad looks over at my mom before sighing.

"I think your older enough to know the truth." My father says and leads me back to the chair I was sitting in.

"It was for your safety. And it pained us as much as it did you." He says and look at both of my parents.

"What do you mean?"

"We had to leave you guys. If not then you wouldn't be here today. We're so sorry. Please forgive us." My mother pleads.

"You just left us in a country we've been in for less than a year. I barely spoke the language. I was 14!" I think about the situation.

"I know sweetie-"

"I had to work and try to raise Eden and Ava myself. I had to get them in school well I worked job after job just to get a place and put food on the table. I was still growing up myself." I cut them off.

"And it taught you everything we couldn't have." My mother says and I look at her.

"Teach me what?! How to starve! How to beg strangers on the street for a couple cents!" I scream and stand up.

"Ryan-"

"I thought I'd be happy to know your alive. But it only brings back painful memories. I don't want to see you guys anymore." I stand up and walks towards the door. I open it and the guard holds a gun to my head.

"You may not like us as parents but we still have a job for you to full fill." My dad scoffs.