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Tour!!

I woke up on the floor. I must have rolled off my bed. I had a bad dream about bay. I curled in a little ball and felt the pain ripple through my back. It had been a little over a month since I've been belted but the scares still hurt. I relax my muscles and stare at my knees. I can hear the boys packing for tour but I don't feel like getting up. After that dream I wasn't in the mood to do anything. It just takes one thing to make my whole day turn to shit. All of the burnt memories running through my head. "Luna you up?"
Andy yells. I don't reply. I felt a tear run down my face. I felt like I didn't belong. I was supposed to pack my things the night before but I ended up falling asleep in the shower. I woke up in my bed dressed and comfortable. I'm not sure who put me there but I was great full. I drug myself to my feet and headed twords my closet. I didn't have too many belongings so packing was easy. I threw everything I owned into one suitcase. I checked it down the stairs into the pile of luggage that was slowing being moved out the door.
I made my way back into my room. I grabbed my phone and slipped it into my back pocket. I was still in my pajamas. I forgot to put real clothes on. Damn. I packed everything already. I'll just steal Andy's clothes. I walk into Andy and CC's room. I see a pile of Andy's clean clothes on the bed. I pick them up and take them into my room. Andy likes to plan his outfits so I didn't even have to look at the clothes. I threw them on and looked in the mirror. Black skinny jeans and a plane black tee shirt. Chains on the jeans. It smelled like Andy. I put on my black vans and headed out the door. The tour bus was at the band house. I climbed on and looked for a bunk. I picked one in the far back. Someone had clammed the top so I slid my things below that bunk. I looked and saw Andy's batman sweatshirt laying on the bunk above mine and I had to laugh. Of course out of everyone on this bus and I get stuck below Andy. I slid into my bunk and closed the curtain. I read a book and eventually hear everyone get settled in the bus. "Does anyone know where Luna is? I haven't seen or heard from her all day and we can't leave her."
I hear Andy say from the door. I stick my foot out and kick off my shoe. It goes flying down the hall but missed Andy. It still gets his attention. He laughs and goes to fetch my shoe. "That's everyone then"
He says after closing the door. The bus then starts moving. I plug in my music and vibe by myself. I was reading in my phone. I check the time and it's 2 in the morning! I had been reading since 10 am and I only left once for food. I really had to pee. I took my earbuds out and heard a strange noise. I thought everyone was sleeping??? The noise happen to be coming from above me. I quietly slid out of my bunk. I peeked into Andy's. I couldn't see too well because the curten was closed. I thought he was just watching a movie with a scene in it to I yanked his curten open to scare him. Right as I did he finished... I stood there very uncomfortable. I turned and walked into the bathroom. I did my business and when I came out Andy gave me a guilty dog look. I couldn't believe what I saw. I awkwardly got in my bunk and got ready to sleep. I knew the boys wouldn't let me sleep long. I didn't dream. It was just darkness. I woke up to Ashley hovering over my face. I jerked up and hit my head against his. I made an annoyed face and walked to the bathroom. I look at myself in the mirror. I hated my scares. They showed my past. I wanted to keep it hidden. My arms legs and back all had scars from getting whipped. My stomach had scares from a knife. One night my dad was really drunk. I got home later then I was supposed to be and he lost it. He threw glass bottles at me and one cut open my stomach. He then took a knife and sliced my stomach 8 times. He says "9 scares for the 9 minutes you were late!"
I will never forget the look he gave me that night. That's when I knew I was a waste of space. I cut off all my friends after that. I got sick of being asked why I had scares. People just don't understand.

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Hiya! I'm back 😋 this was a longer chapter so I hope you enjoyed!